My nutritionalist is very smart, and reads books. In my mind, she is my friend, and I have told her so. We have never met in person, however it has been great to work with her. Our working relationship is coming to an end, as we have reached the goals that we set. We will both move on - and I wish her every happiness. That is one problem with my disability.
Schizophrenia x £= Time with intelligent and motivated people.
Schizophrenia x £0= No time with people
Sorry if this seems a bit binary. Be happy. Keep it light hearted, and keep moving on.