Hello,
Despite being fairly smart at grasping the English language, this word ‘euythmic’ was used by a psychiatrist to describe his clinical observation of me ‘on the day’. He also wrote good eye contact despite the consultation being on Zoom. I wasn’t even directly looking at him, I was looking at my iPad and at looking to the side of it.
Anyway, I wrote to the psychiatrist asking him to explain what he meant as for the past 18 months I have literally spent most of that time house bound and in my own inertia of negative thoughts, panic etc. Maybe he thought I was calm but it’s another one of those judgments made in one day on a patient that concerns me for the future.
I think I’m going to start and get my Mum, housemate and partner to write documents about how I am struggling. Because one off consultations by telephone and ‘zoom’ don’t seem to be getting the message across.
I am one very frustrated person.
