Values in life

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  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Thank you very much ,

    @Santosha12 โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒน

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi @Santosha12 , Please, i would like to wish you a nice day today, im sending warm hugs to you, please take care of yourself โ™ฅ๏ธ

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi @Timbo_Guitar , Thank you for writing here , i would like to wish you a nice day today, please take care of yourself โ™ฅ๏ธ

    Hi @luvpink , Thank you for writing here , i would like to wish you a pleasant day today, please take care of yourself โ™ฅ๏ธ

    Hi @Catherine21 , Thank you for writing here. i would like to wish you a nice day today, please take care of yourself โ™ฅ๏ธ

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 760 Empowering

    I hope you've had a lovely day @Agnia and sending you warm hugs too ๐Ÿค— โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ’ ๐ŸŒน

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Thank you so much , really from the bottom of my heart. @Santosha12, please if i can be honest my anxiety is high and i do miss Poland , Warsaw, my grandparents very much , Holland Park here , and other things, im really sorry im feeling low , thank you so much for writing to me it really does mean a lot to me , i miss the cat that died was Maine ****, another one survived 2 surgeries because she ate something and after 6 months she ate a sponge i shouted at the doctor ( and he was a very experienced vet) that he had to save the cat and i stood over her with the crystal angels and prayed that she has to survive,

    And i have never been registered here on any dating site,

    im wishing you a pleasant evening and a peaceful night, thank you so much for writing to me really , im sending you my best wishes and warm hugs right now and always from me to you ., Please take care of yourself.

    โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’š

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 760 Empowering

    Oh @Agnia of course you can always be honest with me and I'm so very, very sorry that you're missing your home country and your grandparents ๐Ÿ’” and of course your cat Maine.

    I will always miss my 3 dogs that passed in 2016 and 2017 but am so grateful that they were a big part of my life and I'll never ever stop loving them. Even with 4 dogs now, there's enough love to go round ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’–.

    Do you see your grandparents on phone/video, is it Facetime? (I don't use it so not sure). It's not the same though as being with them, seeing them and giving each other hugs and just being together in person. The bonds of love can be very close and it's very difficult and painful when you're apart. Are you able to travel to Warsaw occasionally?

    Whilst doing my family tree a couple of years ago I found I was 33% ancestry from Poland, on my mum's side of the family. I need to go back to doing it again to find out more, on Ancestry (I did a DNA test).

    I'm thinking of you there in Holland Park. London is my favourite city although when I was living their, I was in Essex, Herts and Canary Wharf/East London. I remember when they used to have many flights from the City Airport as I used to fly to come back home to the North West to see my parents.

    I hope you don't feel you're alone Agnia, I'm thinking of you and care ๐Ÿ’๐ŸŒน.

    It is hard not to feel low some days. In Reiki, we have five spiritual principles and I try and remind myself of them as they do help me, just in case you wonder what they are:

    Just for today, I will not be angry.

    Just for today, I will not worry.

    Just for today, I will be grateful.

    Just for today, I will do my work honestly.

    Just for today, I will be kind to every living thing.

    It isn't easy when we have all the worries we have (government etc) but I try and it helps me. I remind myself of them each morning to see me through the day but I'm a 'work in progress', especially with the first two ๐Ÿ˜….

    I hope you have a relaxing evening Agnia. Things always seem to have a way of working themselves out and, if I've learnt anything, worrying hasn't helped me.

    My very, very warmest wishes to you Agnia โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ™

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi @Santosha12 , Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart for every word you wrote to me, my beloved grandparents died, and my mother ( i feel quilty for feeling what i feel) as a parent should take care of the relationship between her children and not direct the words she spoke to me considering what loving parents she had and what kind of home she came from, Poland is a country where family happiness is a fundamental value of everyday life , today times are changing a bit and also since Poland got access to the internet and people have the courage to ask questions, Thank you very very much for your kindness and for your support and for every word you wrote about yourself and to me , im really truly sorry im feeling low , im wishing you a nice day today and im sending warm hugs from me to you right now and Always, please take care of yourself. โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒน Thank you so much for writing to me , really.

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    im really trying to understand this my mothers first words when she saw my photo showing a little bit of my tiny belly tyre which i didnt have before because i weighed 46 kg , her very first words were whether i was pregnant , i wasnโ€™t pregnant

    and i really needed her support and understanding

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 760 Empowering

    I'm so sorry I misunderstood, and for your losses and sadness @Agnia. I hope you have been OK today and I'm thinking of you and sending the warmest of hugs to you ๐Ÿซ‚ โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ’ ๐ŸŒน

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi @Santosha12 , Thank you very much for writing to me , itโ€™s my fault because i didnโ€™t write that my grandparents died, im wishing you a peaceful night, thank you so much for writing to me from the bottom of my heart really , please take care of yourself. โ™ฅ๏ธ

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 1,858 Championing

    Values in life:

    I am very blessed living here in beautiful Cornwall.

    We had georgous sunny weather yesterday and today and its set to continue all week.

    I have been out enjoying the marvelous sea views.

    The sheer beauty takes my breath away.

    I need to make the most of it because our winters are so cold and windy.

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi @Santosha12 , Please i would like to wish you a nice morning and a nice day today, and please i would like to ask you if your zodiac sign is Pisces ?
    Please take care of yourself, im sending warm hugs to you right now and always from me to you.โ™ฅ๏ธ

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 760 Empowering

    Good morning dear @Agnia, thank you and I hope you have a lovely day and that the sun is shining where you are โค๏ธ. Yes, I am Pisces ๐Ÿ˜„, are you Pisces too or a Cancerian?

    I once had a very detailed astrology report done via 'World of Wisdom' I think it was called. I know my time of birth which helped with its' precision of stars etc. Omg it was eerily accurate, c 20 pages long. I must find it and have a read again. I was born at 445pm and my mum used to always say I came in time for tea ha ha.

    Take good care Agnia I'm going to try and groom my dogs today but they only seem to tolerate 10 minutes at a time so I have to swap them over onto my table but at least they're always enthusiastic to start with ๐Ÿ˜… โค๏ธ ๐Ÿ’ ๐ŸŒน

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Morning @Santosha12 , Thank you very much for writing to me really, and thank you very much for everything you write about yourself really , thank you for confirming that You are Pisces , People born under the sign of Pisces are natural healers and full of empathy and intuitive, my zodiac is a fire ( and decan is also important) and was sometimes helpful and sometimes there was too much fire and i needed grounding,

    im wishing you a nice day today with your dogs, and thank you so much for your kindness and for writing to me it really does mean a lot to me, please take care of yourself. โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒน

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Hi dear @Santosha12 , i was in a very long relationship with a Cancer man and with a man born under a fire sign, both of these men were sensitive and emotional and they were good people, im wondering how to put into words what i would like to write to you that recent events ( events in the past too) have affected my self esteem confidence my trust my mental health, my self worth my self esteem really, i was in hell .
    im wishing you a peaceful evening and night, please take care of yourself, Thank you so much for your kindness โ™ฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒท๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒน๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿชป

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 760 Empowering

    I am so sorry and sad to hear that Agnia, and especially that some are more recent events, โฃ๏ธ and I understand what you are saying @Agnia and I am no stranger myself to the loss of self-esteem, trust and confidence that you describe.

    For me, it was just time that helped me to rebuild myself but on my own since which I'm happy with that; also, I started pursuing other interests and learning (outside of my usual working life).

    These included going to college night classes to learn astronomy which was a bit over my head to be honest but I did love it (saw the sun through a solar telescope which was amazing);

    I sold my telescope and camera to get two of my dogs and definitely do not regret it ๐Ÿ˜Š

    and over around 6 years I trained in Reiki I and II and then Reiki Master. I also did training in chakra balancing and other 'energy' therapies including qualifying as a reflexologist.

    It's only since I became very unwell with Covid that my life has changed dramatically but my spiritual self is still very much part of me and is what I'm going to spend time developing.

    What I find more important than anything is to have peace of mind; some days are easier than others! Please look after yourself Agnia and enjoy, even cherish, the moments of peace, and moments of joy you find in each and every single day.

    Thinking of you and wishing you a very restful night Agniaโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’.

  • Agnia
    Agnia Online Community Member Posts: 1,955 Connected

    Thank you so much .
    dear @Santosha12 for everything you have written to me , please i will write to you tomorrow, thank you , good night to you โ™ฅ๏ธ