How is your day going?

@Schildpad my mum never let me do anything on my own . doctors visit are same i been force to give to her . also do not feel uncomfortable and I can't really want to say when she with me when at

anyway.. i am so so really.. yet another day…. times passes too quickly what is good as i have less to live but also scary as health goes downhill and i am not sure how long will i have being sick and the prospect of getting better is getting slimmer and slimmer. i just do not know what to do anymore. i am now waiting for my shrink to get back to me probably with an appointment and to another plan since the anxiety clinic seem to have said no to me… not in a direct way but yes i am assuming is a no. maybe not. but i am not sure what to think anymore. i feel i have to fight and never taken seriously. good night…. until tomorrow if there is one.

So so

Woke with throbbing pain

Schildpad my mum is very stubborn and saying no doesn't work at all with her . my mum will used her own anger at me to control me . unless if i lash out at my mum or my mum will very mad me for no reason when i explain certain emotion like anxitey, frustrated and anger and maybe sad