How is your day going?

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  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 3,211 Championing

    Morning all.

    Hardly any sleep again last night.

    I have a mobile hairdresser coming soon to do my highlights and a trim.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    Good morning all

    Absolutely chuckin it down

    I got my xray results just

    Confirmation I have osteoarthritis

    Referral to msk for assessment

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,139 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Morning everyone ☺️

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Morning everyone got an assessment at 1pm for therapy I think god my stomach inside out i hate explaining my life then I mask and cant completely let my guard down stomach flipping

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Hopefully now you got diagnosis they can give you treatment ?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    IIm the same doctor womt give any sleeping tablets oh nice cut and colour i have mobile hairdresser booked in for November

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,139 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Good luck at your appointment @Catherine21! Do you think you'd feel up to telling them that you mask a lot? At least if they have that information they can know that it's something you do. I'm sure they come across people who mask all the time.

    It's so hard to open up to strangers. I'm still dropping new information to my therapist two years after I started with her. She's used to it by now, very patient woman 😂 hope it goes well!

    Always nice to get your hair done, enjoy @luvpink ☺️

    Hope this leads to them helping you with your pain @Amberpearl

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Ah I phoned asked for phone appointment waiting for call back i cant face leaving house waiting to hear its impossible on the day to leave its like a force field paralysis me to go out but they like to see you face to face and with the body dismorphia I dont want to be seen so hard honestly wish my life wasnt like this

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    Morning all. I am so so.. my anxiety today is bad . I have to go out today.. and later back home.. I will have to tidy up for tomorrows inspection. My heart is really racing.. I just hope it will go well... And I won't be questioned about things. Place is really falling appart .

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,139 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Thinking of you @Catherine21, that sounds really hard. I hope they're able to help you in a way that you find easy to access.

    Hope it goes well tomorrow @Schildpad, good luck with the tidying!

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Im going to the appointment god my stomach flipping i always have imaginary conversations for hours before I go anywhere talking outloud when I first got pixie she used to stare at me like what you talking to me know shes used to it I say oh remember to tell them this then I go onto im ok mode got so stop over thinking my stomach in bits and on time waiting I always get places so early ahhhhhhhhh help who wants a life when your brain just doesn't fit into any structure of society im ok if im isolating im stable its the world that triggers me

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    I think they will be in and out is it an agency as a landlord they should fix things for you once its over tomorrow you will feel relived I get it honestly i do even waiting for a package im on red alert

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 752 Empowering

    I do not like it. Parcels as well.. I now try to have them.delivered down the road or in a locker.. it is easier and less stress. I don't want them to get lost. I had an issue with one parcel even when it went down the road as it was sent back. So much stress. I am always on the edge....

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing
  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing

    Another lovely day, I really enjoy the autumn.

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,139 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Me too @Chris75_. It's been raining a lot here, but when the sun pokes through it's so gorgeous outside with all the leaves flying around. Have you managed to get out with Gus?

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing
    edited October 21

    We did 8 miles last night, and It was alot of fun; I play tug of war with him from my scooter. He is very good at releasing when I need to recover what passes for strength with me.

  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,139 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Wow that's a long walk, bet he loved that! Sounds like you're very in tune with each other ☺️

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing

    He is very gentle and I love him dearly.

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  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,328 Championing

    Well hour and a half spilled everything out to be told that as I have a few issues it wouldn't be the right time for therapy I understand they have to get a pitcure of what they can offer but they make you open up and almost leave you because im clean and look ok I always feel gaslighted drained