Recurrent miscarriage and success stories

hi everyone I wanted to ask if anyone has experienced recurrent miscarriage I had a scan on my ovaries after my second miscarriage and it’s been all clear

However I can’t help not worrying I feel down and struggle sleeping I just feel awful that this has happened two times already

I feel worried about my health

My mental health is really bad I feel like I can’t speak to anyone about this

I go to therapy but the woman was trying to change my hopsital to a specialised beareavement baby loss one and I didn’t want that because I wanted to be in the same place so I feel like I can’t even speak to my physcologist about this ebcause she’s trying to discharge me