Hello again

Sorry I had a really weird and scary moment, like I was perfectly fine one min and next I felt really weak and spacey, my whole body was shaking and kept having chest pain and felt tired. Nurses checked blood pressure and heart rate and were elevated and they did an ECG which I don't know result of as its still with doctors. After that I fell asleep for 2 hours.

I don't have a clue what that was, was it an anxiety attack or random panic attack I don't know, but I feel okay again now.

Thanks for your messages.

Thankyou, thinking of you too.

Sending lots of positivity and healing vibes your way. Take care.

Don't ever be sorry for being emotional, you're bound to be after what you've gone through. Crying is a good release, and we all need to cry sometimes just to let out all the built up stress and trauma, never feel ashamed about that.

If I could stop all the hurt in the world I would in an instant, but i'll be there always for those that are hurting.

Take care of yourself.

Yeah that would make alot of sense, i'm also being forced to be social, being touched continually etc so could be part sensory overload. It was just scary as literally came from no where. but i'm not worried now, if it was anything serious i'm sure i'd hear / see them do something.

Thanks.

Great news guys, I really wanted to try abit of food this morning so nurse suggested half a small bowl of Rice Crispys with a tiny bit of milk and so far i've kept it down, my pain is slightly improving too. Just spoke with doctors they said if I manage to slowly start eating again they can remove the NG tube on Monday, and if things are better from then perhaps look at going home later next week. I can't wait to go home.