Data base

Catherine21
Catherine21 Posts: 8,969 Championing

Just discovered where I live has one of the biggest Data bases talking about cables if the Chinese get the embassy says first place runs through is where I live i really wish I could live in Aberdeen in the sticks hate being close to airports outskirts of London

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  • Rosie_Scope
    Rosie_Scope Posts: 7,610 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    That's interesting about the databases. Do you think you'd ever move away from where you live @Catherine21? Or do you need to stay close to your daughter?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,969 Championing

    It's money rosie im in housing association if I had my own property I would love too my daughter 31 with a lovely partner so if I could I would I just yearn peace nature but would I be really happy tbh I don't think I know how to be really content my moods change so much throughout the day the whole workd upside down

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,828 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    It'll get easier to manage your moods. Keep working on yourself and with your psychiatrist and you'll get there. I still have my ups and downs but I've come a long way thanks to therapy and the right support around me.

    How long has your daughter been with her partner?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,969 Championing

    Not long but she was giving up hope was single for a while I always said to her someone will come along and love you for all your amazing qualities and it will be like you always known them hes lovely such a gentleman and I can see how much he adores my daughter you know when you know I believe they have a really good future she used to cry as all her friends getting married so im so pleased I really am god yesterday im saying today's my peaceful day no one can disturb my peace but me today im shaking I hate living like this yes when I first seen my psychiatrist I was so traumatised by it all but I can see she genuinely cares so hard isn't it the real world and all thats happening ive deleted WhatsApp Facebook tiktok disabled alot of apps oh and I even learnt to disable sharing data on my TV ???? I hope I've done it right but I've been blocking everything on phone and tv when I read some tvs have cameras was like wow well thier see my snoring my head off talking to myself putting the world to rights with pixie spying out the curtains binge eating gosh could do a documentary the life of a living sloth πŸ¦₯ help ......

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,828 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    I'm so glad she's found someone so lovely and that you like him too! It's a tough road to feeling better but it's worth it and you can do it πŸ’ͺ Well done for deleting the apps, it's so easy to get sucked into them. I didn't know some tvs had cameras in! I hate to see what I look like when I'm watching itπŸ˜‚

    What are you up to today to relax?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,969 Championing

    Hhhh yh me too I've tried to motivate myself get caught for ages in a trance hope your day going well