Hi, my name is Lizzie x

Im 28, married for 8 years and have two pet skunks and two guinea pigs. I have type 1 diabetes, depression, multiple personality disorder, multiple mood disorder,  underactive thyroid and have had 11 miscarriages. Raped at 16 and experienced sever depression ever since. Currently having tests for fertility. Moved away from Nottinghamshire to go to study a pharmaceutical chemistry degree, had a nervous breakdown and still not recovered. My dad has cancer that isn't going away. My nana is recovering from a broken ankle. My brother has recently had a baby with gf, is living with her parents and even though i am happy for them its tearing me apart. 
I am a wasted mind with no friends or intellectual equals to talk to.