Hi, my name is jeno!

Hi @jeno, and welcome to the community. Glad you've found us.
You are in a safe place here, and among friends. Whatever your situation, there will be others here who have shared some of your experience and will sympathize. Don't be shy, then, of telling us more about yourself, or of asking us any questions. The better we get to know each other, the more useful we may be able to be to you.
Warmest best wishes to you,
Richard