scared

hi I was born with ectopic bladder and bowel over the years my health as got worse but now I'm wondering if any one can advice  me you see i was told I would never have children which caused  great sadness but in 94 luckily and to the most joyful time I'm my life had a son which caused quite a few problems so in 2000 I had to go to middles hospital I was told I had to have part hysterically only leaving my cervix as they needed it to attach cortex mesh to and then to my spine now 18 years on I've been told that in fact I still have everything and to top that they say i have cyst on my ovary  so know my depression  is worse than ever and none wants to admit they where wrong so many operations as so many mishaps I don't know where to go from here in so scared as the cyst was found 2 years or so ago and the gynecology  said at time because I had no symptoms I was fine now they decide to look into it while I don't sleep and just worry sorry for going on but I have none else to chat to who could possibly understand or advice me what should I do thank you for reading