Hi, my name is sue29!

Hello Sue, @sue29, and a warm welcome to the community. Sorry to hear you're having a bad time.
Could you possibly tell us a little more about what is happening? As I say to most new members, you've found a safe space here, you are among friends, and we are very glad to have you with us. The more you tell us about your situation, the more easily we may find ways to help you.
Warmest best wishes to you,
Richard