Appeal issues

I'm at my wit's end I have severe post stress disorder very bad after my ex tried to kill me in my sleep for which IL never recover I lost my dla which I was awarded for life my condition affects everything of my daily life my depression is sometimes bad I have massive trust issues so going out on my own is bad I can't use knifes it's useless my concentration is bad so don't use cooker I have a freind to help but my condition is demanding mood swings crying semi fits of anger it's not fair to her I had an appeal I was appalled the way I was spoken to told get over it by the judge and given no points now I've reaplyed and have a solicitor on the other case for me I hope new claim will not be the same  but now rules have changed agian I might be reconsiderd