Hi, my name is Mrcuddlymoses!

Hello @Mrcuddlymoses and a warm welcome to the community. Glad you found your way here.
I can quickly point you towards the Mental Health Issues thread https://community.scope.org.uk/categories/mental-health-issues and to the 'Ask a Mental Health advisor thread https://community.scope.org.uk/categories/ask-a-mental-health-advisor. If you have a look at those you will find people who can relate to your circumstances,
In the meantime, others will be along to say hello and to find out what else we can do to support you.
Could you perhaps tell me a little more about the conditions affecting your back and leg, and the consequences for yourself? Again it may make it easier to get the right people in touch with you.
You're safe here among friends, @Mrcuddlymoses (I love that username, btw) so please don't be shy of asking any questions or of telling us more about yourself. It can only help us to be of use to you.
Very warmest best wishes,
Richard