Will i have another face to face for mandatory reconsideration

If people could imagine the feeling you get before an important event ie the nerves and anxiety ,i feel like that 24hrs a day it leaves me physically and mentally drained ,i work on a 1 2 1 basis in a local shop ,i do this cause it does help and it is the only time i go out , its hard just to  get there but if i didnt go i would be isolated, and dont think i could keep my self safe