Issues with mental health assessment

Hi 

Over the last 8/10 years I have been seen by my local mental health team, I have been assessed a few times, all ways received different diagnosis, every time I went I would see a different nurse/consultant, no care plan was ever put in place, I would have the assessment then be sent back to my GP with no help. 

I was even banned from my local mental health team where they refused to help me, I was even banned from calling up the crisis team. I never got told why.

I got diagnosed with Autism a few years ago after I asked my doctor to refer me for an assessment. 

I have really been struggling with my mental health for the last few years, went to my doctors and they did nothing to help. 

I went to my doctors on Tuesday 1st March, I spoke to my doctor and he agreed to refer me for a new mental health assessment, I said I was concerned about the people at the mental health team who have seen me previously and if they would be seeing me again, due to how poorly they have treated me, we have had arguments previously, I said to my doctor that i felt a fresh assessment would be best. My doctor agreed. He rang the mental health team and referred me. Later the day I received a call from one of the nurses at the mental health team, it was a short call as I just hung up, she explained how it would be her or another nurse doing the assessment, both who I have seen before. She said it was down to my previous conduct, I tried to explain why I wanted a fresh assessment, she wouldn't even let me explain why, so I simply hung up. I did ring my doctor back, but I am still waiting to speak to him. 

On Saturday I received a letter from the mental health team nurse. I have edited the names and personal info out. 

"I am writing to you to offer you an opportunity to engage with Primary Care liaison your (Dr Name) contacted me on the 1st March 2022, and expressed concern regarding your mental state and potential risk to self. We had a very brief contact on the 1st Match, but you clearly stated that you were not willing to speak to myself or (name of second nurse) and wanted to speak to another clinician in the PCLs team. I explained to you that I believed it was not in your best interest to speak to other clinicians, myself and (name of second nurse) are very familiar with your case and know your history well. 

I am sorry that you feel I am "treating you unfairly" by ensuring that you only have contact with myself or (name of second nurse) however this decision has been made with the support of the senior management team in (name of town)

Myself and (name of second nurse) would be more than happy to offer you an assessment with our service. If you decide that you would like to engage with us, then please contact PCLs and I will arrange a suitable date and time"

When I was on the phone to the nurse she said something different about why she was blocking me from seeing anybody else, she said she wanted to control who I see because of previous issues I had, not the reason she claimed, the reason she wrote in the letter sounds a lot more professional than what she said to me on the phone. 

I am stuck on what I should do, I have not asked for mental health support from the NHS/local mental health team for about 2 years because they are so bad, I asked for help a week ago and wished I never bothered, I have been so stressed since Tuesday all because of this and the contact they had with me. 

Do I have any options on challenging this? 

How can somebody who I have not spoken to in two years tell me whats in my best interest? 

The only things I can think of is - speaking to my doctor again, speaking to the senior managers or making a complaint. 

I simply want for my feelings to be taken seriously, I want to be listened to and helped. 

Is that too much to ask for? 

Thanks James