In a really bad place right now really nneed my friends on here

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  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    edited March 2022
    Thank you all of you [details removed by moderator] been on the phone to crisis again . My partner is with me looking after me as always he’s gonna speak to my nurse on Monday because he thinks they could be doing more . Like a medication review I so desperately need 
    I won’t be scared to reach 
    out for help if I need it we will 
    call a ambulance or my partner will take me to hospital . 

    Speaking the crisis team has really helped I also had a support call from the crisis pad thank you my friends for all your support xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,712 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    Im so glad you’ve kept yourself safe tonight, and your partner is there as always supporting you and caring for you.

    As always your in my prayers.

    Good night ❤️
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,837 Championing
    Hope you have a peaceful night @cupcake88 - good your partner's with you, & so proactive too in fighting for what you need. Also good to read that speaking to the crisis team helped, as they should. Hugs, xx
  • Tori_Scope
    Tori_Scope Scope Posts: 12,464 Championing
    edited March 2022
    I'm glad that speaking to the crisis team helped, and that you feel as though you could reach out for help if you needed it @cupcake88 :) Let us know how your partner gets on if he speaks to someone tomorrow about getting you a medication review, and any other things you feel you need. 

    How are you doing today? 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    edited March 2022
    When my partner was out walking our dog I found all my hidden meds [details removed by moderator] my partner is really upset I have upset him again he wants to drive me to the hospital but I just said no I can’t carry on living like this and my community team treating me the way they do x 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    There’s no help for me my friends I refuse to live with mental illness any more 
  • Tori_Scope
    Tori_Scope Scope Posts: 12,464 Championing
    I've just seen your email reply, so I'm going to reply to that now @cupcake88. I know things might seem bleak now, but I think you're on the right path to feeling better :) 
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,837 Championing
    Oh my lovely @cupcake88 - please do as teddybear12 says immediately, or you're going to have more upset people here. We need you to go to hospital & get cared for right now, please. Hugs & prayers on their way to you, xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,712 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    You really need to goto hospital, you have so much to live for.

    As Teddybear sd your meds are definitely needing looked at, Iv sd this for a while I’m shocked they are allowing you to suffer like this.

    Please go for help ❤️
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Hi Every one I’m at hospital now 
    i have seen the nurse now i need 
    to wait to see a doctor been here 
    for ages and they need to monitor me so I’m gonna be even more 
    of a longer time . My partner was 
    with me till I saw the nurse then I told him to go home because I’m gonna be a long time then I’ll have to see the mental health team here . I’ll keep you updated xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,712 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    Im so glad you are at the hospital you are in the best and safest place for you just now.

    Thanks for the update.

    Stay strong we all care for you ❤️
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,837 Championing
    edited March 2022
    Hi @cupcake88 - thank you for doing the right thing. Sorry it's all taking a while in hospital, but sort of suppose you're used to it. Do keep voicing your concerns about the community team. Keep strong, keep fighting. Thank you for letting us all know you're safe. Love & hugs, xx
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Hi every one thanks for the kindness my friends . I just spoke to the mental health team and told them how I feel bout my care in the community and they have told me they will speak to some one tomorrow and urgently request of meds review so that’s a positive. I’m still waiting for the results of my blood tests and to see the main doctor so I’ll be here for ages my friends  x 
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,712 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    This sounds positive so far, so hopefully once they speak to the community team tomorrow something will eventually be done.

    Im so proud off you for fighting for the help you need and so deserve.

    Take care ❤️
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    Thanks Lou we will see what happens with my care in the community if they will do some thing to help me I need to see
    my consultant so my meds can 
    be re looked at ASAP because I don’t think a hot bath and a face mask will fix me like my nurse always comes out with I think I’m way past that point . Thanks so much for your support. X
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,712 Championing
    Hi cupcake 

    Yes I definitely think your right I have felt for a good few weeks your meds have needed looking at. So fingers crossed something will be done sooner rather than later.

    Im always here for you as all your friends on here are, we truly care for you. 

    😘❤️xx
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,837 Championing
    Good for you for being so positive @cupcake88 - & getting a positive result. You're dong amazingly, & again I'm also so proud of you. A meds review sounds great, which is what you need, & hopefully getting rid of that dratted nurse too. Stay strong my friend, & we're all here for you, as I'm sure you know, xx
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,412 Trailblazing
    edited March 2022
    Thank you ladies for your support hopefully I get a new nurse and a meds review. But [details removed by moderator] even tho I can’t help it it really upsets 
    my partner [details removed by moderator] and I don’t want him feeling like that . Think he’s gonna speak quite bluntly to my nurse tomorrow. X
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 16,837 Championing
    edited March 2022
    I can't say how good it is to have such a supportive partner @cupcake88 - focus on him, & how much he loves you, & the support he'll give. You've turned a corner in seeing how much he loves you, & wants to see you get better, as we all do. Think about the date he'll marry you, the person he loves.
  • Alex_Alumni
    Alex_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,538 Championing
    Hello @cupcake88 how are you doing this morning? It's so positive to hear that the team are going to look into things urgently for you :)