Waiting for the result of my PIP assessment

Not sure where to start but found this forum while looking at what the average wait time is after the assessors report had been received.

I should of had a assessment during 2020, I received the standard daily living component already, but obviously covid hit so it was put off until June 2021. Buy then I started with covid on January 15th and I was bedridden for 5 months. I updated about my pre existing conditions, there wasn't much change in those but I now had long covid. It crippled me. By December 2021 I still hadn't heard anything. Then I caught covid again on Christmas day 2021 that left me with a whole load of new debilitating symptoms. I would ring up every couple of months but they just said it was in a que waiting for an assessment. I could no longer look after my child, my whole life had changed. Yet I received no help from anyone.

I finally had my assessment on Valentines day, my report was sent to DWP the next day but I'm still waiting. The lady on the phone kept rushing me and had to cut the assessment off after 90 minutes because we'd already gone over an hour. That's all she's allowed to take for it. I hadn't told her about everything though as I would often get confused, forgetful, struggled to find words and would often forget what I'm saying, quite literally as I'm saying it. 

I don't feel very confident though, I've already been waiting 18 months 😢

Ok thank you

I rang up today to inform them that my mum is now my paid carer, I vaguely remember the assessor asking about this.

I also asked about sending my report out as I just wanted to check that I had actually told her everything because of my own memory problems. The lady on the phone today seemed very reluctant to send it to me. At first she said because it was in the later stages that it wouldn't change anything and I had to insist that I'm fully aware of that. Then she kept repeating that this isn't an award notice (again I had to insist I know that) 

I really don't have any hope left anymore. You wouldnt believe what I've been through, or how I've quite literally begged for help from various people but not been heard or how Dr's just pass of my symptoms and say there's nothing they can do because tests come back ok-ish or the fact I've not had a single visitor in almost 2 years or the fact my autistic daughter is missing out on EVERYTHING because she's constantly stuck in the house or the fact that I got confused when doing her High School application and it didn't submit it time....this has been exceptionally hard to deal with because I seriously let her down and all her classmates found out last week and she was the only one that didn't! 

And people wonder why I'm now depressed?