Panic Attacks

Zipz
Zipz Online Community Member Posts: 2,093 Trailblazing

It's rare for me not to be up at the crack of dawn but I've had panic attacks for the last 16 hours. I phoned Samaritans because I have no friends or family to talk to. I waited 10 minutes to speak with a volunteer. I think she was out of her depth and wanted to get me off the phone. My anxiety this morning is just vile.

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  • angieg28
    angieg28 Online Community Member Posts: 12 Listener

    sorry to hear how you’re feeling, I can’t offer much help other than reminding you they do pass eventually. I’ve had a few more than normal over the holiday period it is horrible. I try and focus on routine and looking forward to spring. I almost called the Samaritans myself the other day but honestly didn’t know how to start a conversation! I really hope you are okay have you joined any local groups to make friends? X

  • asmkq
    asmkq Online Community Member Posts: 31 Connected

    As a person who has had a number of severe panic attacks is there something that is worrying you/stressing you? Sometimes we bury things thinking it will go away but it comes out in all different ways until we address it, even things from well in the past. Not having any friends or family to talk to is hard (I get it) and you are not alone in feeling like this. This forum has plenty of people going through something which also makes you feel not so alone in a way. However, it will subside, no amount of breath work helps mine, I just have to wait a few days for it to pass. They are horrible so I understand what you’re going through. I take beta blockers which really helps with my racing heart and have just been prescribed citalopram. Maybe try going to the Dr’s and describe what’s going on as a bit of added help ❤️

  • Zipz
    Zipz Online Community Member Posts: 2,093 Trailblazing

    Hello @angieg28 I haven't joined groups because for most of the time I'm housebound without physical support. I managed better last year before I realised that most "friends" were not really. I'm not a demanding person. I'd just like to think that somebody out there cared about me. But that's not the case. I'm 100% on my tod.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 11,752 Championing
    edited December 2024

    Hello @Zipz I am so sorry you are struggling at the moment. Do you have any coping methods you have used in the passed when you have a panic attack?

    Have you spoken to your GP about your panic attacks as they are there to help you?

    The Samaritans are there to listen to you and help where they can. Could you try them again you might get someone else to speak to.

    We are here to chat to and I know this is not the same as talking to an actual person but we will listen.

    Please take care of yourself.

    P.S. Keep going with the games you are brilliant.

  • tomwalker
    tomwalker Online Community Member Posts: 65 Contributor

    I'm sorry to hear about your attacks...I get them as I look after my wife who had a catastrophic brain injury...she's always suffering some horrible incident often very dangerous...I'm no expert but I find a great leveller is a hobby or common interest...its healthy interaction with others and your most likely to meet genuine people through a common interest...Good luck!

  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 63,086 Championing

    @Zipz sorry you've been struggling, panic attacks can be scary. Im always around if you want to have a natter

  • bookrabbit
    bookrabbit Online Community Member Posts: 226 Empowering

    Have you considered that maybe what you have eaten has contributed to how you are feeling? We eat many more unsuitable food items at this time of year and it has a direct bearing on our mental state.

    I have been feeling very uneasy but knowing it is likely to be food related I have managed not to let it escalate into full blown panic attacks by reminding myself that it will pass.

    In fact I used Christmas this year as a big distraction from the things that did cause me full blown panic attacks earlier in the month. I went a bit mad splurging on lights and decorations and made a point of enjoying them. It has been years since I had a proper home so the novelty of having my own space helped turn this into a really good distraction. I don't feel like a part of the community and my neighbours are trying to get rid of me by hassling the landlord so it also felt like a good way to show them they aren't going to bully me and it let me participate in the wider community celebrations at a distance without opening myself up to anymore nastiness. People walking by can enjoy my lights without my feeling criticised. Having something to do is so important. I needed to be busy while the landlord decides what to do about their complaints. It's my own fault for letting them know how vulnerable I felt about getting evicted if I bothered the landlord after having been homeless previously. I can't imagine using that against someone but they jumped on it, nasty sods:( But at least I know not to bother exerting myself trying to be social with them. Otherwise I would have felt guilty for not making an effort to be more sociable than is comfortable for me. Which is how I accidentally gave them ammunition to hurt me in the first place...

  • Zipz
    Zipz Online Community Member Posts: 2,093 Trailblazing

    I got going and then found a letter in the door:

    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/126151/terror-letter-from-dwp-esa-about-savings#latest

  • quinceorange24
    quinceorange24 Scope Member Posts: 44 Contributor

    Hi, I know what it's like not to have anyone to talk to because for reasons I don't really understand I don't have any friends.

    I hope you're all alright and take care.

    SAW.

  • Zipz
    Zipz Online Community Member Posts: 2,093 Trailblazing

    Thank you @quinceorange24 😊

  • Albus_Scope
    Albus_Scope Posts: 9,784 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Hey @Zipz sorry you didnt sleep well and sorry you didnt have a great experience with Samaritans. It's worth trying them again, hopefully you'll get someone a bit more helpful. Though please know we're all here for you if you need to talk.

    I think the time after Xmas is always really weird and emotionally charged for so many, but no one is really able to say why.

    As Bookrabbit has said, often all of the Xmas snacks can have a knock on effect with our brains, then throw in that no one really knowing what day of the week it is, or when they last ate properly. Maybe a dash of random guilt for either not feeling christmassy, or feeling too christmassy. An extra splash of feeling like you're missing out and that's a lot of negative energy flowing around. So it's a tough time, so be extra gentle with yourself. But I'm glad you've reached out to us and to Samaritans.

  • Zipz
    Zipz Online Community Member Posts: 2,093 Trailblazing

    Thank you @albus_scope but it's much deeper than Christmas. I've had anxiety issues since childhood comorbid with a progressive neurological condition.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 11,752 Championing

    Hello @Zipz How are you today, I hope you are feeling a bit better.

    Please take care of yourself.