Mental health

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  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Community Member Posts: 3,658 Championing

    Hi @Strawberry1 no need to apologise. Just chat when you feel like it. Sending positive vibes.

    Best wishes always.

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,786 Online Community Team

    Hope everyone's doing ok today.

    Nice to see you @Strawberry1, no need to be sorry. Like @Bluebell21 said, just chat when you feel up to it. โ˜บ๏ธ

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Community Member Posts: 3,658 Championing

    Not too bad thanks @Holly_Scope the sun is still shining here although going cooler now.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    Hey I've had an awful year it never ends.

    I was put on venaflaxine 5 weeks sgo shortly after I was last on here I started getting severe and bizarre vision problems including double vision, Many copies of led clock times stacked on top of each other etc.

    an emergency optician told me to get off them asap as I have narrowing angles and will go blind, I was then yanked off them instantly which isn't how you're ever meant to come off medications, which not only returned my original issues of severe anxiety disorder and tremors but added several other problems like mood swings migraines and brain zaps and su...dal behaviour.

    I was referred at speed to brighton eye hospital who want me back in May for a laser procedure to fix the high risk of a rare type of sudden glaucoma attack.

    the new meds prescribed last week I've literally just received as they managed to mess that up too and lose the prescription.

    so I'm now slowly starting again and when I'm well again I'll have no choice but to put in a formal complaint about the constant mistakes and six weeks of misery I've been through.

    I've been thrown on and off diazpam like a raggy doll to bridge the gaps in their constant mistakes.

    today is the first Day I'm seeing a hope of getting well but waiting for the eye hospital isn't helping with the risk hanging over me.

    hope everyone else is doing ok.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Community Member Posts: 3,658 Championing

    I am so sorry you are having such a challenging time @Nightcity I hope the new meds will help and you have no side effects.
    I think you have had more than your share of bad luck. I hope things begin to get better for you.

    I hope you do not have to wait too long for your eye hospital appointment.

    Take care.

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,786 Online Community Team

    Bless you @Nightcity that's a hell of an ordeal and must have been so scary. I'm so pleased you're starting to feel hopeful. Fingers crossed your new medication kicks in soon and you start to feel better. ๐Ÿ’›

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    thank you both, I've been so angry and they know I'm not letting it go, I may change surgery as the trust is now absolutely gone @Holly_Scope @Bluebell21 apparently the eye hospital is satisfied the chance of an acute glaucoma attack within a month is low but in the long term it's inevitable so they did promise 4 weeks ideally six maximum to do it.

    it's typical because apparently that's also rare in Caucasian males especially under 60 years old it's almost exclusively an elderly female or Asian community condition but that's my luck for you LOL. they believe as I'm abnormally far sighted and have smaller eyes that's been underlying and likely would never ever have been an issue however a handful of medications venaflaxine being one can set it off and as it's on my records as a child as far back as 1992 it shouldn't of been prescribed.

    thankfully this procedure has a 90% + success rate and I'll be no more at risk after than anyone else. ๐Ÿ’›

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,786 Online Community Team

    I'm not surprised you've been feeling angry @Nightcity. It must have been really worrying for you. I'm just pleased you managed to get off the medication before it got any worse.

    It sounds like you're coming out the other side of it now thankfully, especially with that really positive success rate. Will you keep us updated on how you're getting on?

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,920 Championing

    @Santosha12

    Thank you.

    Its been a long day

    I went to visit a friend in hospital.

    @Nightcity

    So sorry to hear of your health issues.

    I hope things improve for you.

    @Strawberry1

    Thinking of you and wishing you well.

    I hope everyone manages to have as good an evening as you can.

    Take care.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    sure.

    I had to sort myself out which is absolutely plain wrong because it changed everything about me including my personality I avoid trouble and detest aggression and suddenly I was ranting and saying some absolutely evil things but yes thankfully I'm now myself again and it can only go the right way.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    hey luvpink

    thank you!

    Great to see you as always.

    hope you're ok.

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,132 Championing

    Ive not read every part of what you have posted @Nightcity .

    Sounds like you are going through a very very very stressful time

    Im so very very sorry to see how you are not your usual bubbly self

    Sending loads of empathy and compassion your way

    Sending warm wishes from the heart to you

    Sending gentle hugs your way too

    Please take care

    Sending kind blessings your way

    Best wishes always

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,132 Championing

    Sending warm wishes to @Bluebell21 , @Santosha12 and @luvpink

    Hope you all can have a peaceful night

    Look after yourselves

    Best wishes always

    I will be back again soon

    Been sleeping alot to help me cope a bit better

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,132 Championing

    Hoping for better days ahead for you @Nightcity

  • Strawberry1
    Strawberry1 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 9,132 Championing

    Thinking of you @WhatThe

    Take care

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    thanks @Strawberry1 You're so lovely as always.

    hope you're doing ok ๐Ÿ’›

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Community Member Posts: 4,406 Championing

    Thank you @Strawberry1 I hope you have a peaceful night and that you're able to sleep well. Nite nite ๐Ÿ˜ด ๐Ÿ™.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    thanks the diazpam is fine it's a low dose and was separated by two weeks between courses, the venelafaxine was the problem I'm just glad to be rid of it.

    that's kind mum goes back on the kidney transplant list straight after my eyes are sorted, the consultant said this morning the ablation was a success no afib, no heart failure anymore extremely unlikely for another cardiac arrest just needs one more person to clear her and alls good ๐Ÿ’›

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Community Member Posts: 3,658 Championing

    I would be angry too @Nightcity what a nightmare for you. You must complain once you are able to. What you went through is not acceptable.

    Take care.

  • Nightcity
    Nightcity Community Member Posts: 695 Pioneering

    thanks bluebell they seems genuinely baffled to why I'm so angry and distressed even after explaining clearly how what should of been a simple one off appointment with one person and one med becoming a six week disaster involving numerous mistakes by Many people misleading and interfering or overruling the other.

    you take care too ๐Ÿ’›