How is your day going?

Schildpad

Ok. Time to relax. I hope you have a restful night. I hope I will be able to sleep tonight.

Elvisdog

I've had a total melt down this evening. my 33yr old has driven me totally mad, Neurodivergent's or not he has really crossed the line I feel so numb I can't even talk to him, i forgive being trod on but tonight his words have cut deep, i try to tell myself he doesn't mean all he says but I don't know anymore i totally doubt myself. Sorry for sounding bleak.

Santosha12

So far so good but it's early yet 🫠😊

Amberpearl

Good morning all

Amberpearl

Woke up twice last night

16 degrees hete windy

luvpink

Morning all.

Schildpad

I had a message and it is gone now....anyways I am really bad today. My GP. not prescribing medication or is the pharmacy.. I am sick of all this fighting.... I have not any strength anymore. I hope I got the prescription on Monday. I got emergency medication for next week. But if go doesn't I just will have to stop that medication. I had amedssage explaining it. But it disappeared. Anyways. I hope you have a nice day. Mine better of if I didn't wake up.

Holly_Scope

Hi @Schildpad I've popped you a message as some of your posts were defaulting to the spam filter. I hope I've resolved this for you now 😊

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1056907#Comment_1056907

I hope your feeling a bit better now

Santosha12

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1056946#Comment_1056946

Same here. I've not seen the news today but I've no doubt what you mean as it's been coming since July. Very destabilising move and that's putting it mildly.

Schildpad

i am going to bed… i truly feel bad. i am really scared and worry i have enough in my plate to even have more in it .. i hope my gp make the prescription next week.. i have no direct number.

it is very hard to carry on… i am not sure what to expect from this life…. but this is just too hard

good night…..

Amberpearl

I saw my middle daughter yesterday

I'm still exhausted

My pulse was 116 last night

Santosha12

Good morning @Amberpearl, did you go out and about yesterday? I'm going to try and read my book today and just have a day off of thinking about everything. Hopefully you can rest and just chill with your cats. 🫂

durhamjaide2001

Good morning everyone how is everyone doing?

durhamjaide2001

I'm going back to the hotel today

Amberpearl

Good morning all

Nice morning

durhamjaide2001

how is everyone doing this morning?

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057098#Comment_1057098

I really feel your pain it's the fear of the unknown I believe your stronger than your ever know it's ok to be scared I know it doesn't feel like it is and this life and everything so overwhelming I keep doing a mantra over and over saying I'm in the here and now everything is OK I can only control this moment in time all round park I was saying I woke up heart beating scared and I keep comforting myself everything is OK everything is OK im fighting to keep myself calm cannot drink the posion the government deliberately rely on to keep the fear in our heads to control us tbh they relied on this for centuries it's really really hard I feel your posts so much and I hear your pain and totally understand your doing amazing you do volunteering you push yourself even though your struggling that's a strong person

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057126#Comment_1057126

Hope you feel better

Schildpad

@Catherine21 thanks i am feeling rather bad. My heart is racing again and I am just scared. I hope it will past. But I have no energy to fight anymore. I hope it will be ok...