How is your day going?

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  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    Been back and forth to thw bathroom

    Think it might be the magnesium vitamin

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    Tired had restless night sleep

    Was tossing and turning

  • Mary_Scope
    Mary_Scope Posts: 3,043 Scope Online Community Children and Family Specialists

    Good morning all!

    First day this week we've had some sun down here!

    Anybody have any plans for the day?

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    Try not to worry i know it's so so hard it just robs us of everything it's soul destroying take one day at a time step by step it's the overthinking the reacting what could possibly happen and it's always the worse case you are doing amazing give yourself credit your volunteering did uc move getting out more real progress

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    Got put on list for therapy six to 12 month wait I feel so lost without fifi I'm so scared I will sink into abyss without her I was in a very dark place when she came into my world she changed my life she was an earth angel so was my soul I been dosing myself up to sleep I've got migrstiom letter downstairs cant bare to think of doing it oh my darling love my baby girl my one true love my eyes look for you my arms yearn for you my heart breaks over 15 years always in my arms kisses cuddles everyday never protested I loved you every second I knew how blessed I was everybody says how I treated you like a princess oh my love my sweet baby so many memories all of pure love I was never alone I didn't need anyone you filled my world up angels bathe my fifi in love I love you fifi I love you ❤️

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    Not really if I'm honest I know you understand I'm just lying here I cant bare to look at her pictures how do you handle it i walked round the park screaming sobbing I told my dad yesterday now I'm thinking I shouldn't have he was sobbing she was four pounds 6 and so clever honestly so clever and very in tuned to me my one true love I have pixie which I'm so grateful for she's very quiet doesn't help I'm sobbing oh my fifi

  • Rachel_Scope
    Rachel_Scope Posts: 2,293 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    @Catherine21 I'm so sorry to hear about Fifi. I can't imagine how much your heart is breaking. Let the tears flow but try to make time to do something nice for yourself. It's a big shock to lose such an important part of your family after 15 years. It will take time to feel better but it will happen. I'm glad that you're on a waiting list for therapy, I hope the wait isn't too long. Sending gentle hugs.

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 4,238 Scope Online Community Coordinator
  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    Thankyou racheal yh awful just awful i do over a thousand times the pain is worth it to have fifi she was a total joy and I never took her for granted I knew how special she is and was my one one true love my soul the world is a different place without her I'm looking at what's happening in the world the beautiful young lady on tube in America the gentleman who was shot yesterday gaza and keep telling myself it was fifi time it was her time ILOVE YOU FIFI 💖

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 3,211 Championing

    Morning all.

    The sun is shining here and I may venture out later to meet a friend.

    I hope you all have a pleasant day.

  • Albus_Scope
    Albus_Scope Posts: 11,423 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Morning all! Back after some days off, so apologies if I've missed anything.

    But @Catherine21 I am so so sorry to hear about Fifi, I know how much you loved them. You gave her an amazing life, full of joy and love. So please just be extra gentle with yourself. We're all here for you. ❤️

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering

    Afternoon.. back to my Thursday session after the summer break.. it was ok but different. New people. Anyway. Back home . I am in pain so I will stay at home

  • Albus_Scope
    Albus_Scope Posts: 11,423 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Hope you manage to rest up properly @Schildpad well done on getting out though. 😊

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering
    edited September 11

    Catherine I hope therapy works. You might not have to wait for too long. . I am starting therapy next week. Mine was also about 6 months wait. I have tried so many. I am already saying it will not work. But I will give it a shot. I need to get my anxiety down it is really ruining my life. Anyway. Now a long day until bed time.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering

    Weather is changing.. getting colder and days will get shorter. I really dislike wintertime. Short days and misery. I do not like it. Dark very early etc.. I got one of those clocks that mimic daylight ..I guess I will have to use it. But I lately live in darkness with all blinds down.

    Fifi will be in a place with no suffering no pain. Only peacefulness..

    Have a good day any of those who will be out and enjoying outside. Bad weather will come and it won't be a time to be outside. Only when strictly necessary.

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing
    edited September 11

    I'm not sure yet, it was just on BBC Radio Scotland, then Guy Garvey interview. I like what I hear from him, seems very humble and decent sort.

  • WhatThe
    WhatThe Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 4,732 Championing
    edited September 11
    Guy Garvey's Finest Hour

    Sunday 2-4pm (also midnight - 2am) Radio 6 Music

    Guy Garvey, singer, songwriter, lyricist, radio producer, raconteur and general all round good bloke has been the lead singer of Elbow for twenty years. 

  • Chris75_
    Chris75_ Online Community Member Posts: 3,834 Championing
  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    Albus I don't know how I get through this life without her I needed noting no one when she was in my world I'm broken my beautiful little girl

  • Albus_Scope
    Albus_Scope Posts: 11,423 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Oh @Catherine21 I'm so so sorry you're having to go through this. But it DOES get better. You'll never forget her, but you'll feel the pain less as time goes on. And you know she'd hate to know you were sad.
    I've lost several dogs over the years, so I know how rough it is right now. Me and the pack send big love. ❤️