Will it be better?

Agulu
Agulu Online Community Member Posts: 142 Empowering
in Coffee lounge

A new day and another kick, I don't know how much more I can take, I'm already at the end.

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  • Jimm_Alumni
    Jimm_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 5,717 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/118842/will-it-be-better

    Hi Agulu, want to talk about the kick that happened? It's okay if you don't, but I find sometimes talking about it does help. Let us know if there's anything we can do.

  • Agulu
    Agulu Online Community Member Posts: 142 Empowering

    I can't talk, I keep everything inside, no one knows about my problems, not even my mother, but I'm already at my limit, I can't take it anymore, I just give up, I want to disappear

  • Jimm_Alumni
    Jimm_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 5,717 Championing

    I used to keep everything bottled up too @Agulu, it really was not healthy. I did it because I felt like doing so would make me a burden to those around me, but I eventually realised that wasn't true. Indeed, sharing it made it less of a burden even to myself.

    I'll be popping you over an email, keep an eye out for it!

  • Agulu
    Agulu Online Community Member Posts: 142 Empowering

    I called the Samaritans line, I opened up for the first time, and the guy ignored me, said he would call me tomorrow, and told me I couldn't talk to anyone in front of my partner. I felt even worse.

  • Sandy_123
    Sandy_123 Scope Member Posts: 61,731 Championing

    hi @Agulu I don't want to pry too much but are you in a place of physical safety? If not you can use police and women's shelters

  • Agulu
    Agulu Online Community Member Posts: 142 Empowering

    I don't want to do it, I hide in the bathroom and cry, that's all I have left of life

  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,742 Online Community Programme Lead

    Hello @Agulu, I've sent you an email with some support. Let me know if you don't receive it.

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