Hi Scope community…
I’m not sure where to start with this one my thoughts are very scrambled.
Last year my PIP was reviewed and stopped, MR unsuccessful and with the help of an advisor requested an appeal tribunal, appeal lodged beginning October and still no date.
I’ve just received a letter that’s a copy of the DWP’s response explaining why they refuse my claim - is this an indication I could get a date through soon?
I am trying to remind myself that it is their job to try and stop people from getting money and not to take personally the horrible things they say but resilience is low at the minute and I feel so rotten. I feel like I’m being accused of making it up and trying to swindle them, and having to bare every ugly detail of my life I usually try to hide, in order to try and convince them I deserve it. The irony being that it’s not really money I want anyway! I want to live in a world that disabled people can easily navigate with actual support services that help, but since none of that exists the money helps navigate the world as it is.
Despite not being a means tested benefit the main argument for saying I didn’t need it was because I worked. I do get jobs and try to stay in them as long as I can because I want to try to be normal, but if they looked at my whole work history they would see it’s a few months here and there with great big unemployed times in between. This year I’ve been granted LCWRA by UC, and they have even rejected this saying it’s not relevant evidence! How can that possibly be?!
I feel like they’re trying to penalise me for trying to do the best I can. I have submitted loads of medical evidence but I was wondering if I could submit any statements from people who’ve known me a long time? People who’ve seen the whole picture? I’m guessing probably not but thought I would ask…
I don’t know what I will do if the tribunal isn’t soon/doesn’t go my way. I’ve been in worse shape than ever the past 18 months and not been able to work at all, and when the pip got stoped before it impacted my finances so much I ended up homeless, and I am again now for the third time in a year! Sofa surfing whilst being physically and mentally in poor health is really not great! But trying to find somewhere when you don’t work is impossible apparently. If anyone has any tips or advice on that I’d like to hear it.
Sorry for such a downer post, I just feel like everything is getting harder and harder and I can’t get a handle on it, and I’m getting too tired to carry on like this. I need something to change! (For the better obvs).