So in short, I'm looking to finally manage my workplace anxiety while upskilling myself so I can work a part-time customer service job (think along the lines of customer service in a cafe, shop, bar or similar). the long-term aim is so I have more options for what i can do while on a working holiday visa, so I can start planning a better life elsewhere.
I know if I go straight into a role in a cafe, pub or other noisy environment I will crash and burn. Trying to learn these skills while on the job in a loud environment will be too much due to my neurodivergence. I need to ease myself into it slowly, where I'm able to take my time, ask questions and make mistakes.
My only two stipulations. Such a role needs to be in a quiet environment, and I need to be paid.
There is a local charity that offers a part time upskilling course (including in places like a cafe/shop assistant). While such a scheme is ideal on paper, it is unpaid. Given i've effectively been long-term volunteering for multiple things since 2019, I want to avoid more volunteering. I need to be paid. Long-term volunteering isn't viable for me anymore.
I've tried looking on sites and Facebook groups. They all ask for multiple years of experience, no training opportunities as well as unsocial hours for poor pay (I will not work evenings or weekends unless they pay me extra, something that is legally required in other countries)
Does anyone have any recommendations on where I can get this experience? i do not feel comfortable disclosing any of my disabilities to employers.
thanks :)