Fight against windmills

Agnia

hi im taking mirtazapine and im still feeling that im fighting against windmills

i remember when one member of my family was laughing at me and saying to me “ don’t say that you have to work “ when i was working very hard then and i took huge responsibility on my shoulder for being responsible for my staff my people at work ,always wanted to be reliable efficient and i was

i worked a lot without holidays and im really sick now

Agnia

and im really scared about the future im scared to death and for remembering how hard was to get my benefits , yesterday i felt suicidal very

Agnia

this is really hard for me and i felt misunderstood and not only this