Uncertainty

I want the 30th to come but I don't want to watch everyday different emotions hard to keep up with myself so overwhelming can't talk to daughter as she has her life her problems I don't think people understand they think I'm being over anxious and say it will be alright why worry yourself have a friend said no one else worrying why stress your brain the emails I want to send liz kendell but I definitely will sit on that even the little pleasures I used to get watching films I know it's not much but I love my scary films I can't watch as I see how realistic to life they are I've really lived in a protective bubble the outside world is not for me can't rest my mind on a normal day let alone under this pressure the world is changing all over and I see how people are suffering I don't want to get out of bed even brushing teeth is an effort my memory bad but getting worse through stress my daughter coming to stay having an operation and I cant deal with that which makes me feel awful so overwhelming my mind wants to shut down I despise The labour party

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