Worried

Catherine21

Here I go again I'm just wondering does anyone else feel the way I do at times so housing asked for bank statements two bills savings tenency agreement I lost my tenency agreement years ago anyway in the end my housing association found my tenency long story and emailed it to me know I'm thinking they will think that's a fake tenency!¡ even though it's not then my mind also thinks there going to say I shouldn't have got the house and thier going to kick me out and until I hear back I make myself ill all last night vomiting from worry thinking all matter of things my poor daughter she has her own life she just wants me to be ok my brain does not let me rest and I know poppy said thier not intreasted on what you spend money on just hate this side of Me it's torture god knows what I be like when have to do uc sorry about my writing

Rosie_Scope

Sorry you're feeling worried about everything that's going on @Catherine21, it's not nice that you were so worried you were sick. It's really not easy to control the spiraling thoughts sometimes.

How are you feeling today? Have you managed to get any rest at all?

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/930451#Comment_930451

Spoken to my daughter had a good talk and I'm going to really push through I'm affecting my daughter and dad I watched longlegs not sure what I think have you seen it

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/930449#Comment_930449

Thankyou I always think the worse have scenarios like thier think it's fake I always had a fear of losing everything and it's constant I don't enjoy what I have or I think I don't deserve it since being on this forum I'm realising how deep my fear is couple years ago had to change name by deedpoll as was married abroad to a foreign guy and even changing my name by deed poll was horrific I was beside myself I've got a lot of work to do my daughter worries and that's the last thing I want sorry for rambling you was right yesterday I forgot about Stephen timms and looking back on my posts full of fear going to dig deep appreciate your message I hope I don't bring people down much love

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/930423#Comment_930423

I stayed in bed today I get annoyed with myself I get scared of anything with dwp council I feel like I done something wrong even though I haven't I know it's made to say they might think tenancy agreement is fake I'm getting worse with age robs me of any life tomorrow I will force myself up thankyou for asking x

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/930743#Comment_930743

Thankyou my friend I'm gutted about vikki she was always supportive shame

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/931645#Comment_931645

Ah that got me thankyou yes it's mad the thoughts I have I've been like a bull in a China shop today dropping things panicking I act like I'm illegal like thier not going to believe its me thier think everything is fake when it's not the housing association sent tenancy by email as I lost mine years ago then I'm thinking all sorts of things it's hard for my daughter she has to distance herself as I do go on for years it's always been about losing my home always she's 30 soon I'd say for last 13 years I been bad I will remind myself it's anxiety it's not real much love x and I know we are all on a tight edge

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/931699#Comment_931699

Freddy kruger one two thier coming for you oh god you have to laugh thankyou for giving a break from my brain

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/931713#Comment_931713

Ah two minds huh can tell we love horror x