I have been signed off from work for about 8 months and i have been given LCWRA already, but am still employed at my job. My sick pay has ran out and my job is asking for more sick notes. Although i could supply a sick note, regular doctor visits are holding back my progress and causing me unnecessary stress.
The truth is i don't think i will ever be able to return to that job. I have been making progress on my health and seeing that the job needs to be left in my past in order to have any kind of future. I can't go back there and i can't have any meetings or any of the things they are going to ask me for, i don't ever want to see that building again.
Financially i will make it work, but i am concerned about how to quit my job and if i am even allowed to do that?
If i quit will i lose my LCWRA? or will i be punished in some way? It does not feel right, maybe it is just my guilt kicking in again? I know i shouldn't feel guilty but it lingers over me all the time.
I know the best thing for me (and them) is to just be honest with them and tell them i am not coming back, but another part of me thinks it is safer to wait until they sack me.
Any advice on what to do here?
Thank you! ♡