hello
I’m feeling incredibly anxious and alone. I found out last week my council will start invoicing me £112 pw from 24 Feb towards my care. I get direct payments.
I can’t afford it and it means I have to also stop my therapies that are holistic and not nhs that are my only way of coping with my various conditions.
I can’t underestimate how severely this news has impacted me. And how stressful the whole experience (spanning a couple of months) has been. I have written to my gp to back me up but not heard if she will yet.
I have spiralled into despair and severe anxiety.
Because also alongside this I lost my Mum 5 months ago and it’s been one thing after another of stress and I’ve not been able to grieve in peace and also now I can’t afford my bereavement counselling.
In addition I have housing issues.
I just feel like I can’t cope and all my support or hope has gone. Though I do obviously still have carers but that’s just part of the support I need.
It all feels too much.