Unhappy with OT
Good morning to one and all. I would like to introduce myself to all you good people. I live in London and have been off work the last six months with severe back pain, caused by
lumbar spinal stenosis and three bad discs, lower back. I plodded on working the last three years with severe pain, having to sit at bus stops, steps, on the way home from work. Six months ago the pain was so bad in my leg and lower back I just wanted to lie flat on the ground.
Anyway, the doctor signed me off work, had a steroid injection and I wear a morphine patch. I was sent to Occupational Health to discuss my return to work, why do these people always ask such obvious questions? such as: Do you feel stressed? Are you sleeping well? I was so annoyed with the doctor. I wanted to shout out NO I'm feeling blissfully happy, and sleep like a baby, (NOT). I was there to get advice on the best way if any l could adjust my workload in a playgroup, I have to set up play materials, sweep sand, clear water trays ext. It just made me feel like i was there under false pretences, and it was more like a mental health assessment than a return to work assessment. I ended up leaving very unhappy and pre-judged even before I stepped in the door. I was told I needed to get back to work asap, and that I needed to move and get exercise, instead of sitting at home all day doing nothing. I left very very upset. However all is not lost, I wrote in a complaint letter about this doctors unprofessional conduct and did get an apology in writing. I may have very extream pain, but there is no way I'm that stressed I will put up with a Doctor who has a god complex and feels he has to speak down to people. Pain is a hard one to deal with, others cant see, hear or taste it, so for them, it's not so bad. But its true, keep your mind distracted as much as you can, keep a sense of humour, and try to get out as much as you can. I'm having another MRI scan on Monday morning, so it will be into the magic tunnel with me again, I always feel I'm going to get blasted out of that thing haha like a Cannonball. Stay strong and positive, enjoy the good days and chill on the bad ones. Take care and know you're not on this journey alone. Have a great weekend. Hugs Della.