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mental health nurse
Hi all,
Sorry I have not been on in a while, I have been really low and then went on holiday for a week. Now Im home and need a shoulder........
A few that have read my previous posts know I have Bipolar, personality disorder and psychosis.
A lot of this results in from my childhood, my lovely Dad died when I was 11 after being in hospital for 4 months. My Mam remarried and the bas---d she married hit me and my Mam and sexually mentally abused me. It screwed me up big time and hence welcome mental health problems.
I have been waiting years to see someone ie a psychologist and finally I am seeing a therapist, nurse/ clinician.
I am asking for opinions as I am wondering if its doing anything???? she is lovely but, its a problem that I cant stop thinking about.
I know from experience that in certain jobs, you do not discuss sex, religion or politics. But on my last session she kept going on about God, I said I had lost my faith when I nearly died at the age of 10, and then my Dad died at 46 and my Mam was a widow at 46, what had we all done that was so bad ? she gave me her reasons why it happened, then I said and why does he allow babies to have cancer, or anyone for that matter ? she said they were born with it and its the pollution that is doing it. I nearly combusted !! what a load of tosh !!
I have had good think and I really feel that this way of thinking is not going to help me, I feel that her religious views are not what I need. Am I stupid to be thinking like this ? I am due to see her tomorrow and I have to tell her how I feel.
Sorry for a long whinge !
Sorry I have not been on in a while, I have been really low and then went on holiday for a week. Now Im home and need a shoulder........
A few that have read my previous posts know I have Bipolar, personality disorder and psychosis.
A lot of this results in from my childhood, my lovely Dad died when I was 11 after being in hospital for 4 months. My Mam remarried and the bas---d she married hit me and my Mam and sexually mentally abused me. It screwed me up big time and hence welcome mental health problems.
I have been waiting years to see someone ie a psychologist and finally I am seeing a therapist, nurse/ clinician.
I am asking for opinions as I am wondering if its doing anything???? she is lovely but, its a problem that I cant stop thinking about.
I know from experience that in certain jobs, you do not discuss sex, religion or politics. But on my last session she kept going on about God, I said I had lost my faith when I nearly died at the age of 10, and then my Dad died at 46 and my Mam was a widow at 46, what had we all done that was so bad ? she gave me her reasons why it happened, then I said and why does he allow babies to have cancer, or anyone for that matter ? she said they were born with it and its the pollution that is doing it. I nearly combusted !! what a load of tosh !!
I have had good think and I really feel that this way of thinking is not going to help me, I feel that her religious views are not what I need. Am I stupid to be thinking like this ? I am due to see her tomorrow and I have to tell her how I feel.
Sorry for a long whinge !
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