Absolutely devastated
I'm sorry for the following, but i just needed to get it off my chest - I've been in tears since finding out last night.
I've just received my outcome for PIP - standard care. I had previously been on DLA on high care and low mobility (this was for type 1 diabetes, kidney disease, depression/anxiety, PCOS, high blood pressure, coeliac disease) Since then i have been diagnosed with SLE, sensitivity to sunlight, alopecia, and rheumatoid arthritis. I researched a lot before my F2F as i had heard a lot of bad things, so i searched carefully how i should answer the questions (all of my answers were of course truthful) I presumed that the assessment had gone well - the woman was nice, she seemed empathetic and when i had been asked to do some movements, i was unable to do them as they hurt so much - her response was 'ok, i think i've put you through enough now', so we stopped. I went to the assessment with my mum, as i don't go anywhere without her.
I am of course going to go for MR, and then further if need be, but i'm honestly just devastated. I am 24 years old, and have relied on this money for the last 13 years to be able to allow me to live a slightly normal life.
My dad has been through the same recently, he was given standard care PIP from DLA high care, low mobility. My dad has a lot of mental health problems, and it caused him to go into a really severe depression. Thankfully, after attending the appeal (which took about 8 months to finally get) the judge etc decided that he deserved enhanced for both mobility and care, so that ended up being a nice outcome for what seemed like forever a difficult time for my dad. I guess that kind of gives me hope, but then do i really want to get my hopes up after what's just happened?
It's just so upsetting that people are having to go through this. It's made me feel as though there's nothing wrong with me, and i'm just after some sort of attention since i've been made out to be a liar (even though i had hospital notes, prescriptions etc) I'm terrified of what the future is going to bring as i don't know how i'm supposed to live on such a drastic change in financial help. It's all just really made me feel lost. I'm sure most people who are going through similar feel exactly the same.
Has anyone had a good outcome from MR/appeal? I'm sure hearing some positive stories would definitely cheer me up.