Hi, my name is lonnleyman8686!

lonnleyman8686

suffer depression sucide and mental thing rasied16 kids at 15 I was reserch I was 7 I went under 7 before that no one can relate my life I gaven to the world medcal doctor  now my teeth mess up I need new teeth 1.5 m are implant all my surgery and dangerous can backfire if im took care or  health  care system is poor not trying to fix what matter 

lonnleyman8686

my family military im not be like normal human witch take a effect on me I cant shoot guns like free man I want to I should not be hold from my freedom right 

lonnleyman8686

i want to work everything i have  done in my past effect my futher my mom dad carry effect me  isn't nowhere u not no stress i live i want out my issue in life i found it it cost 3.5 million

lonnleyman8686

what i can do im heald back from making a life for myself everything in middle last 13 years 

Sam_Alumni

Hi @lonnleyman8686
Welcome to the community, I am sorry to hear you are struggling. Where abouts are you based? You mention money and healthcare, so I am assuming not the UK?

If you are having thoughts of suicide, it is important that you discuss them with someone who is qualified to help. Please visit this link to find the appropriate number: https://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/ 

You might also benefit from reading MIND’s information on how you can help yourself: http://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/suicidal-feelings/how-can-i-help-myself/

Jazzguitar

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