Hi Everyone. .
Brace yourselves, it is a long waffle
@MsAnxious, updating you too, as noticed you asked yesterday. I hope things are looking a bit brighter for you this week. XX
Anyhow I rang DWP to make sure my new evidence had got there ( sent tracked,as original paperwork - they still lost the assessment in their offices for 22 days?, Also tracked so they couldntc deny it had arrived as signed for!)
Moral of that story - damn the expense and send anything official back tracked as it proved it had been received!) Even though they supply prepaid envelope.
Anyhow awarded PIP standard rate, 10 points, for my Menieres Disease and day to day living, hearing losses, hearing aids etc.
I am absoloutely grateful for anything!
I was just 2 points off higher rate, but don't think I should drag up an MR, case just relieved I have been awarded something, after all the horrendous stories on here.
The assessor noted I was on standard medication for my depression and anxiety
( 40 mg a day) although I was on 20 mg for a few months, the doctor upped it to 40 mg, in July as not coping since last year when she put me on 20 mg last October, before I had CBT and Counselling 2017 / 2018. Continuing that and scraping money together privately for weekly sessions) I receive no other benefits, never have. As I have a husband who works hard to support our children and myself.
She noted my mental health clearly was manageable, as I looked well kempt, had clean fingernails? And made eye contact and spoke to the assessor, and built up rapport?
My thoughts on that are:
I was brought up to be polite to people, and treat others how I wish to be treated. That comment **** me off as I kind of want to write in and say this illnesses ( Menieres Disease) and my mental health have changed me so much as a person, these last 21 months, BUT I still have basic hygiene, politeness to others, and a scrap of pride left, and try and look after myself on the days I feel well enough to do it, when ImI not stuck in bed, but only go out for essential journeys.
Apparently I could plan journeys alone, and go out so scored 4 points on mobility, ( family members prepare journeys if I have to travel , pay for cabs, but rarely go out unless necessary, as I had many drop attacks and the falls have knocked my confidence, nothing awarded at this time, for mobility, even though my slow pace and balance issues, and weak R side gait was noted due to Menieres Disease, and using an aid to walk with, hearing and balance issues.
Anyhow honestly just grateful it's over, and awarded until 2021. Review will be up to a year before this. I have not been able to work since February 2017, but anything towards daily living expenses are better than none. I feel.
I wanted to thank everyone for your help, support and advice along the way since June / July, and I wish everyone well for fighting their corners!
Part of me wants to fight for the mental health points and do MR, as mental health isn't always visible, we hide it well and suffer silently daily. They noted I scratch my arms through anxiety and scarring shown.
I gather I have a month from award date to apply for MR, but don't want to loose what I have have given, as the assessor was polite and friendly, but the decision maker I think took my new evidence and diagnosis letter into extra consideration after the assessment. As I received that afterwards, so submitted seperately recently, After I phoned them and explained. The Assessor knew the diagnosis would arrive after the F2F.
Apparently I didn't look tired at all, ( I am exhausted all the time!) But as my skin had a good pallor, and tone, so that makes me awake? But surely the deep bags and shadows under my eyes, and reports of constant tinnitus from my hearing loss therapist, which in turn caused part of my mental health issues, and keep me awake at night had no relevance, but mental health noted with Menieres Disease.
The report also said I wasn't under a mental health team? although my evidence from three teams said I have been having counselling since July and must continue my weekly sessions with Physio and therapist and antidepressants for depression and anxiety as well as my menieres Disease symptoms and meds.
Actually writing it out, even with my ramble, makes me want to do a MR. What do I have to do for that, should I decide to? Write the points I disagree with, to the address the decision letter came from? I know I dontd have long to send that in?
I am honestly so grateful I have been awarded anything, never claimed for anything in my life before ( I am 50) my hearing therapist, who supplied me with hearing aids, and daytime tinnitus maskers first suggested it, Physiotherapy, Counsellor and ENT and Neurologist teams advised me to apply too!
Unsure what to do, but so tired with it all, don't think I want to rock the boat and loose what I have been given.
Your thoughts?
Thanks everyone.
XX