Palliative Care doctor visit today
Was just horrid. He was condescending, asked me if I wanted a brain probe the at might kill the pain - or leave me dead or brain dead. Other medications he went over result in heart failure or death.
Recommended medical marijuana, guardedly.
And asked me "What is it like to live a miserable life like yours?"
Cold, not one shred of compassion. I came home in tears and still am crying.