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scared, wish I was dead over esa reassessment

Hi again
I am still worried about my esa reassessment.I so need home assessment no way I be able get down there. I am also think more about kill myself and panic I got wait from mon to wed for gp get letter sorted about get home assessment and posted it. I so scared going thought assessment way they treat you etc it always been bad.
Not it sure where else to turn and talk too.
I am still worried about my esa reassessment.I so need home assessment no way I be able get down there. I am also think more about kill myself and panic I got wait from mon to wed for gp get letter sorted about get home assessment and posted it. I so scared going thought assessment way they treat you etc it always been bad.
Not it sure where else to turn and talk too.
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my condition. It will be a challenging day for you, just take every day as a step closer to getting this behind you. The assessor i saw was very understanding and helped to calm me whilst remaining focused and she did a lot of the work in there whilst i shook, cried and went blank a lot. I asked for the ESA85 a few days afterwards to give me an idea of what to expect. As @Silver925 said your body language etc is noted in the report and helps to build a true picture of your struggle. I wish you all the best.
The Decision Maker will use this to make there decision. Do let them come to the wrong one. Good Luck.
Hi @Zenkoblue
I am sorry to read your post and how concerned and worried you are, you are a member of our community and we appreciate you. Some of the members have responded to you and I hope that has helped reassure you?
Your post is of concern to us and if you are having thoughts of suicide, it is important that you discuss them with someone who is qualified to help.
You say you have no-one to talk to, you could try to call the Samaritans on 116 123 (free) or email them at [email protected] who are trained to help.
You might also benefit from reading MIND’s information on how you can help yourself:
If you feel that you may be any immediate danger to yourself, please call 999 or go to your local hospital right away.
Sincerely,
Debbie
Scope Community
Online Community Manager
great advise from everyone just get home assessment be best out come.