CARL58 very long day and night

CARL58

Hi it was Very hard for CARL58 I had to get everything on paper,like I mentioned in other posts how is illnesses started way back up to present.its took its toll on him And I feel awful about it, but needed to know more information so I can send it with pip form, I've worked on it all night, there's 5 A4 pages of relivant information all to with past trauma's etc.i feel like a lawyer building acase, I know it's made him ill doing all this and really upset him,but unless people understand why he's like this in the first place.to see him this morning he's completely wiped out,I knew 10yrs worth and some of the past,but when we got to the nitty gritty of it all, even I had to breakdown and cry,ii understand even more now,all I'll say it's sickening what he's gone through,he's got a life sentence every day without any let up,if they read that or not then there get another copy because I'm photo copying everything,he needs more help than I'm providing & I'll keep providing him with help I'm sorry it's so long winded.take care All jen

Ami2301

I am sorry to hear this Jen As we have said from the beginning, we will always be here to support you both

CARL58

Ami2301 thank you I'd be lost without people to listen,I try my very best ,I know CARL58 appreciates it he may not always say that,as his brain doesn't function like ours,he does come out with some comments,now and then.if there was an operation for a new brain he'd be first in queue,I think the sooner I get this pip form out of the way and sent,things will calm down for awhile and face the music when it comes, because once it's gone CARL58 would have forgotten all about it,the stress and anxiety this causes is unbelievable,I know it has to be done,but personally I think it's a cruel method and being able to over rule, specialist, consultants, GPS who have trained for many years,is degrading to there profession.take care jen