Omg

sam12

Txts I block him he evil he made big wedge between me and mum mum think he amazing under neath he evil mum blaming me  wen it not me he think he clever he a bully people seen his Txts and way he speaks to me. I need to get away he making sure I don't get nothing of my mum possible my mum win payout for her accident. I miss my mum brother says am fit to go out am not fit at All I kant wait to get out then being stuck in side I no choice until am able they don't care about me 

sam12

6 wks at least this is nitemare I feel trapped again. And ear problem and mucus drain. Support worker not rang back and worried about my foot in case has broken colours Changes 

Adrian_Scope

Have you called 111 yet, or still trying your doctor?

Chloe_Alumni

Hi @sam12, so sorry about your foot! That looks incredibly painful! Have you got any chocolates left which would be a nice treat? 

sam12

Am very tired 

sam12

Still trying Dr wen he see msg doubt they phn

sam12

Foot balloonin out omg wasn't like this on the day it happen 

sam12

She is playin her radio loud at this time 7.20 I kant hear my drama at all I sick of added stress right thru my floor council never contact me regarding the online email 

sam12

Don't know what to do. Managed to sleep. I taken pics any email here I can send pics for someone to look at try to help decide if this is normal or not normal pls

sam12

Decide he kant be coming so he said ring 999 ambulance on its way am very tired kant take much more my anxiety awol 

sam12

Dr finally coming was so nasty to me saying am using the services impossible situations I don't use anybody I sick of abuse and bully's 

sam12

This Dr is neglect my symptoms not rang surgery be shut any time now I think I should make gmc on Fri aware of him again my foot really swelling on other side. I mite ring mh at 7pm support line not hospital line. Need to move I think. 

sam12

I filed a complaint against this bad Dr with NHS commission people 

I rang surgery they trying to force me into surgery in possible so I dread the call back omg am being denied proper health care and support i think today goin be self harming because even social support not acting on me this making me suicidal. Am terrified being out alone being unwell and unstable on legs balance. Think it be end of the Rd to day. My health goin further down hill. Time I give up 

sam12

No chocolates left even supermarket to I really need to stop eating it time to take break from it. 

Chloe_Alumni

Good morning @sam12, it sounds like you've had such a difficult night! Was the surgery in relation to your foot? We are all here for you on the community Sam and we all care very much. If you are feeling suicidal then please do contact Samaritans on 116 123 and they will be able to support you 24/7. I hope you can rest up today and your foot begins to feel a little better!

sam12

Support worker never replied my call from. Yesterday afternoon seriously having huge impact on my mh I feel just giving up prob loose my foot then I kant walk down the alise to marry 

sam12

I report gp and out of hrs Dr to I feel very strongly vulnerable situation worst is having no funds to get home I kant live on 127 wk services don't kare. Nhs understand my situation. Need stick or crutches kant put weight on it. I know this help line is amazing wish they were like this on care professional lines 

Chloe_Alumni

I'm glad you think the helpline is amazing and I'm glad we are able to support you. Did you end up going to hospital yesterday evening or did someone come out to see you?

sam12

Either happened the Dr denied me then nhs rang them he rang said he come out then he rang again decided not to come. I rang 999 again they were so busy last nite so nothing happened today made formal complain about gp and out of hrs Dr support worker not around so am stuffed again am think am wasting my time. Am expecting a Dr call doubt he come out to. Well if it case then if I self harm then I report it I kant trust the medics or social services. 

Chloe_Alumni

Hi @sam12, I am sorry you are yet to be seen by a doctor. If you ring the hospital they should be able to arrange for a taxi to come and pick you up. This way you can have your foot properly looked at and it can be assess to see if you require any treatment. Please do let us know how you get on.