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ESA - how long?
Hi I'm in need of some advise... I was diagnosed with endometriosis I have battled really bad with this condition the past sixteen months. I had to give up my career in mental heath a job I loved and was very gd at. walking away from my what was my whole life since losing my mum my ecaspe rount. leaving my 18 residents and 23 workers behide destroyed me as a person, never mind living with a condition I don't want to have. With me struggling to come to terms that me a person that has always worked why looking after others my mum due to battling the big c😥 my sisters and my son who has his own mental. Working 56 hours a weeks running two houses!!! then bang some days I can't even walk, get out of bed, cook, clean, dance, have fun, I can't even look after my self or even go for a walk to the local shop not knowing what kind of day it will be tomorrow just hoping for the pain to be just ease just a little less painful, pray my legs will work like they use to... Due to my deterioration in my mobility Feb 2018 fibromyalgia, restless leg syndrome was also diagnosed on top of endometriosis. My battles just seem to get worse. over this period I have suffered a mental break down and went to stay in crisis House due to attempted suicides. I'm so ashamed of me the me I've become I hate my self how can this happen I was always so strong from a home manager(mental heath manager) and caring for others always being on the go, never have the time board to not being able to look after my self never mind live. I'm just a shell body and mind I would give anythi g for my old life bk.. Then to sit and explain my self and my condition to capital medcail assessor, provide evidence of my condition and how it affects me. Evidence sent doctors letters×3, esa medical report states mobility issue ESA scored me 15 points just for mobility issues, discharge papers from the crisis team, a letter from my support worker for him to then give me 2 point wow I just feel like I have to prove I'm suffering pour my heart out and tell him the person I was to the person I am now I was so up set. I always informed him I'd been seen by ot in my property and was waiting on adaptations bath lift., bed rail, rail on front door due to step, trolly to safe food tranfee, toilet frame ×2 and was not to use my stairs due to high risk untill adaptations was made, also informed him that it has referred me to physiotherapist due to mobility risks out come I now also have a granny frame he jyst look stright through me hello this is my life here I'd much rather have my old life back my home and my managers wage well I got 2 point and appealed the reciced it on the 4 of April its been 12 weeks. I rand Tuesday case manager said she will look at my case and my occupational therapist report new evidence as she called it and there will be a decision by end of last week. Today there now telling me they have sent my occupational therapists report to the medical agency for their opinion on it!!!! Like omg they was already aware Ive been seen by ot and gavee 2 point. I thought dwp look at appeals. It's now been 12 week since the got my mandatory reconsideration.. Please can anyone help I've got a mental heath nurse and social worker but say all we can do is give you more evidence but then that will take longer... Sorry for the essay