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There is nothing wrong with me.
cracker
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I find myself angry with myself for not being able to be the person before the accidents. I broke spine, tail bone a hip and ribs. Also had cancer and am severely immobile and easily fatigued.
I tell myself these are just temporary and am angry because I cannot go back. But doctors say is nothing be done..I will only worsen with time
You are so wise here. Can you help me
Thanks and special greetings
Crackers
I tell myself these are just temporary and am angry because I cannot go back. But doctors say is nothing be done..I will only worsen with time
You are so wise here. Can you help me
Thanks and special greetings
Crackers
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Don't know about wise but I can certainly relate to feeling angry at not being able to go back to the way I was!
Sorry to hear about your accident and having cancer.
I'm a cancer survivor too and the radiation has caused damage and illnesses.
On bad days I remind myself I am lucky to be here thanks to surgery and radiotherapy.
I think the best advice I could give is to try and just take one day at a time.
I do understand though, it is difficult to accept.
Loads if tears shed on my poor cat who is often ringing wet.
Im in so much pain i cant turn my taps on or off.
Can't get up stairs without making a load of noise trying to get air in my lungs.
I spend as much time at hospital as at home. And NO there is NO answer and there is NO light at the end of the tunnel.
I find my cat who keeps telling me my legs are dying (he can smell they are rotting) yet he gives me undying love. And I have outdoor cats who also give me head bumps."
Music is a great help cant dance anymore but "chair dancing" is ok.
There's a few of us in this same boat of no future.
Music and pets thats my answer
I`ve been disabled 20 years and did cope better with the fact that things wont get better, until a year or two ago. I feel more angry with myself than I used to.
But aren't we all wasting a lot of time and mental energy wishing for something that can never be?
It doesn't help that we have continually prove our case for such as ESA and PIP?
I`m sorry we haven't been more helpful, but we know how you feel.
Soon be Christmas!
Walked the Grand Canyon? WOW!!!!
Yes I know just what you all mean.
Some days (especially warm sunny days) I do get a bit fed up and hark back to the days when I used to cycle or take long walks.
I think @yingtong has the right outlook, making efforts to improve the future.
I'm going to try but it certainly takes a big effort!
You are right: dwelling on what I cannot do is a we are of time and energy. It just leaves me in despair.
I will keep your words in mind a d work on a furniture not on an empty past.
Everyone take it good care.
Cracker
Hope you sleep well
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