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Kaleemdean

Thanks Alex for your response. I agree with you regarding our past and present comparisons. Just I was explaining and amplifying my present situation. But you are right this is natural draw comparisons. It is almost a decade since I was diagnosed with PTSD. And for the last three years I am suffering with Rheumatoid Arthritis along with other health issues like high blood pressure, lumbar spine broken injury and other bone breaking injuries in my past years. Altogether I have fine serious accidents and I am always struggling with my PTSD issues. I am taking maximum dose of anti-depressants. Overall I have to take 11 different medications for various issues so naturally I am over occupied with health related thinking all the time.I have international qualification equating level 7 UK qualifications. As and when I try to plan something suddenly I go in fear and stop thinking to get escape. My physical abilities are very poor for example if I try to write something suddenly swelling appear in my hand due to RA and pain starts. So I am unable to do anything against these odds. But still I want to be optimistic that at least I should try something. I love office jobs where I may work at my own pace. I will be grateful for advice. Thanks.