Hello

I am here seeking other peoples experiences and possible advice on living with Neuralgic Amyotrophy. I was diagnosed with NA in 2010 when I was 15 years old; I had my right deltoid which is the most effected side paralysed for a good month or so, I couldn't move it, even people at school at the time said it looked broke, it went blue and I couldn't move it and got to the point where I was crying every night, using heat patches to try and stop it. Time went by I want to say 3 months.. and I go to a specialist (probably the most unprofessional person I have ever encountered in all of my health struggles. He finally gave me the diagnosis of NA gave me a little infomation and then I was then past on from one hospital down to Birmingham QE hospital and I am still an out-patient now. After 10 years I feel like I have got absolutely nowhere. They tell me that my nerves may 'regenerate' themselves after so long so I had numerous nerve conduction studies done and they saw no changes only the effected parts of the Brachial Plexus or the arm pit so I am to believe? My right deltoid is completely wasted, it has been since 2010-11 and in and out of physio which I will admit I did give up on a few times when I was younger but I was even told that physio will not bring my muscle back how true is this? I'm sure there are plenty of variables and each case is different but surely the least I can do is keep the limb moving. In the last 3 years I have lost muscle in both shoulder blades esepcially the left which now severely wings. I am an active person (as much as I can be with this anyway burt I always push myself, I'm not a lazy person and never been scared of hard work lifting etc so when I live this way and continue to get muscle weakness/wastage, pins and needles, tightness stiffness and discomfrot in my shoulders, neck and spine.
Due to my weakness in my neck, I have over the years become accustomed with clicking my neck in order to get some relief from the tightness. I believe this has stretched my lingaments in my neck so I now feel like I have to do this often and to be honest I feel like a 26 year old who shouldnt be in this type of pain for his age, I feel like I have aged sooner, my back and neck are really weak I find it hard to maintain a appetite and motivation in daily tasks like household tasks (when they pain and discomfrot instn too much).. I feel like Im unloading too much in one place but I am so confused and tired with the illness. It used to make me suicidal and made me go to drugs, I'm a much more aware of a person for that to keep happening but I am really struggling with the wastage and lack of quality of life to get a good appetite I stay active yet I always pay the price its like no matter what i do strength training, stretching resistence bands etc just all feels like I'm hurting more.
It cant be for sure but my nurologist told me 3 years ago this coulkd of been caused by a vaccine i had in year 10.