Lately I feel like I'm just existing for my kids, I feel so fed up of my life

Alicia89

Lately I fee like am just existing for my kids.  It's like the reason am still here. I feel so fed up of my life.  It's like everything is a battle and I have no more battle left in med. Feel like am not heard. My mental health is so rubbish. The doctors just fob me off. But having a more intense CBT starting Tues so hoping maybe they can point me in a better direction. Tbh this post is just me feeling abit sorry for myself. I have no support network and I have two young kids. I feel so mentally and physically drained. 

Alicia89

@woodbine thank you. The first set didn't really do much for me and they changed it to intense. I feel like counseling would be the best for me. So many deep rooted things. But going to see and go from there I guess. I just feel like I exist. I want to feel like more j guess. Hoping next week is abit week. Hope your ok to . Thank you for replying ?

Alicia89

What a start to the Monday. Just phone pip about my Mr to be told that it's still a no. At this point. What's the point. I literally feel like they're is no point. The assessor seem to think because I have to take my son to school or fed them means they're is Notting worng with me. Like I have to. Doesn't mean I don't struggle and even more so now. They don't have anyone other than me. 

Alicia89

I went tribunal last time. My mental health got so bad. This time round I honestly don't think I can go throught that.

Ross_Alumni

Hello @Alicia89

I am sorry to hear that the PIP MR didn't go the way you hoped, and that you're currently finding things hard to cope with. I have sent you an email from community@scope.org.uk, so please check your inbox and get back to us