Morning

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath I have been out few times this week and each time it's getting a little easier xxx

SueHeath

Proud of you @Nicetomeetyou22 xx

Alex_Alumni

That's great to hear @Nicetomeetyou22 and if I haven't said already, happy Easter everyone

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath thanks darling I'm proud to call you my nutty friend lol 😆 😘 💖  xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@Alex_Scope happy easter to you too xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

I hope everyone is having good evening I'm going to log off now I just need some thinking space I'm sat crying my eyes out atm as it's nearly been 3 years since I lost my son 💔 😢  I'm proper heartbroken as he didn't even to get to breath fresh air as he died inside of me sometimes I blame myself but I know that he could not be saved God I hate this world sometimes life is so cruel 💔 😢 

chiarieds

Sending you a gentle hug @Nicetomeetyou22 - it's heartbreaking what happened, but your son will be forever be in your heart. It doesn't matter whether he breathed or not; .....you loved him, so he will always be with you; it's a precious burden you carry. Thinking about you, x

SueHeath

ohhh @Nicetomeetyou22 extra hugs of me darling - now i know why you've been a bit out of sorts.
Extra love been sent to you from all your friends on the group. xx

SueHeath

Morning all it's Saturdayyyyyyyy 

Nicetomeetyou22

@sueheath morning beautiful 😍 thank you hugs back what's plans today? I'm just keeping busy doing housework atm later my partner going shopping I can't face it my mental health not 2 great atm took my meds kids had breakfast my son had his meds had washer on twice 🙃 I'm dying my hair today and getting nails done etc doing them myself going to bake some pies cakes and quiches for tomorrow I have my radio on atm trying to drown my thoughts out do you have any plans today darling ? Xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

Morning everyone 😊 

Nicetomeetyou22

Thank you @chiarieds thanks @Teddybear12 hugs to yous both 🤗 

SueHeath

Morning @Nicetomeetyou22 i'm still sitting down waiting for meds to kick in and i'm on my 2nd coffee ha ha.
I'm liking the sound of your pampering, what colour you doing your hair and nails ? xx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath Black ⚫  and when light hits my hair it's got cosmic blur in it I'm not sure on my nails yet lol 😅 🙃  just took my meds 2 I have alot to take everyday I'm like walking chemist haha I'm on dihydrocodiene then stomach tablets plus valexifaine and gabapentin 3 times a day apart from stomach tablets only 1 time a day I'm waiting on appointment coming through for another stomach biopsy as my last 1 came back inconclusive plus I have no stomach lining xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath cosmic blue I mean haha xxx

SueHeath

WOOOOO loving the sound of that @Nicetomeetyou22 funny i said to hubby i could do with my feet doing and putting polish on my toes ready for sandal season ha ha - he offered to spray paint my nails with his car paint ha ha cheeky blep blep xx

Nicetomeetyou22

Haha @sueheath 😄  I'm creased with what your hubby said that's made me laugh beep 🚗 🚘  I have lots things to do today I have bought some lil egg things and filled them with lil gifts 🎁 for the kids so I got 30 to hide around house and garden tonight whilst they are in bed 🛏  ready for tomorrow 😄  xxx

SueHeath

Thats a good idea i never thought of that one - oh well to late now and i'm NOT buying anything else ha ha.
Yep my day is going to be prepping for to-morrow my 3 lads and wives are coming over plus my 6 grandchildren, it's traditional now, so i decorate the house and garden and we got lots of food of course. xxx

Nicetomeetyou22

@SueHeath I'm making roast for dinner then a buffet tea I'm decorating my garden and living room for the kids etc there's always just me my partner and kids but we like it like that especially me as I suffer with anxiety but his sister is always putting me down anyway she's paid this much that much for her kids things but she has 5 diff credit cards etc at least I can say when I buy my kids things it's bought out right not on credit cards she's always bragging etc makes me feel I'm not doing good enuf for my kids so when she txs now I blank her haha xxx

SueHeath

I can't blame you for blanking her @Nicetomeetyou22 unfortunatly there are people like that bab but don't let it bug you or make you feel your not a good Mom. You are and we can't change other people darling - just go with the flow and your own thoughts.
Hope your well ready and the children aren't to excited (or you ha ha) xx