Having gone through my medical record for both my GP and my mental health service records, I have to say I’m really upset.
I’ve noticed that the GP’s don’t record what you tell them accurately and this has got worse in Covid-19 times. I’m beginning to wonder how this would affect my claims for both ESA and PIP?
Does the GP truly know how you’re affected at home? Because I’m starting to think my friends and family and partner need to write statements for them because the way I’m going I’ll end up in a box by the end of the year.
What’s even more frustrating is that despite being in the mental health services since 2007, my diagnosis of anxiety and depression isn’t listed until 2021. Extremely bizarre since they’ve been receiving letters from the mental health services.
People who know me on this forum know I overthink things, it’s probably part of my condition. I’m just feeling incredibly frustrated and low today. Last night I was crying my eyes out about how I’m going to get my life back on track. Counselling is bringing up very severe trauma memories for me.
I just want to get better and get help. But I’m also feeling frustrated by inaccurate reporting and wondering whether this will reflect on my claims in the future.
I have my diagnoses but it’s ridiculous. One doctor wrote how much more I had improved in my mental health but issued a fit note and yet, 4 days earlier I was talking to her about extreme suicidal thoughts.
My mind is boggling.