PIP New Claim
Ok after being told many times over the years by CAB / Open Mental Health etc to make a claim for PIP I finally caved and applied back in march, I suffer from anxiety, depression, and paranoia, and I have not really left the house in the best part of 10 years other than the occasional trip to the shop in the early hours of the morning when they open and no one else is really around - and only when I am in desperate need for something that I cant just get delivered, for example, it's usually to get some milk or food/litter for my cat.
Ive had eating problems for most of my adult life, as such I might manage some toast or something some days, but a lot of the time i don't eat for days on end.
due to this (and having not gone out at all in the last 10 years or so) i am severely underweight, my physical health is terrible i struggle to climb my stairs i tire just from walking to the shop at the end of the road, buy time i get home i have to lie down.
I'm not properly caring for myself - I'm not managing to get to the doctors for help - i don't even have a doctor anymore because i moved here last year and, well i don't go out...
i had a phone assessment due to not being able to get to the assessment center and because i don't leave the house.
requested a copy of my assessment, got it this morning and its All wrong, the lady i spoke to doesn't appear to have listened to anything i said. what she wrote down is mostly right though certain things she has said are just not true - not what i said.
she seems to have just ticked the first box for everything. stating things like
"evidence in FH show eating something each day, and MSE showing good insight suggests he should be able to take nutrition independently"
"Further restrictions were considered, however SOH is showing motivation to complete PIP2, care for his cat and attend local shop when needed"
where my epilepsy is concerned it says stuff like "LOC was considered, however, HOC showing no diagnosis since 2016" - well yes because i don't go out - i haven't been to a doctor since around 2016 - I'm signed of indefinitely have had no need to get sick notes etc. and i cant cope with leaving the house.
its the same all the way through, and because i was able to complete the form on my own "i don't have anyone else to help me, yes i managed to complete it but it wasn't easy and its taken me a long time to do it", or because i seems to be able to talk ok on the phone, everything I've said seems to have been totally ignored.
there is not a single point in this assessment that i agree with. not one - it doesn't reflect how i live at all in the slightest and now I'm just stressed out , this is half the reason i never bothered to do this in the past.
not sure what to do, I've not had a decision yet, the assessment was only a few days ago. but I'm convinced ill be refused based on the "in my opinion" totally incorrect assessment, i don't have a problem talking to people on the internet - or on the other end of the phone, i don't have any cognitive impairment. but they seem to have taken that as a sign that I'm perfectly fine.
- sorry for the obnoxiously long post, trying to give context.
I'm hoping some other people here are/have been in the same situation
i have no support, no family, no friends..., whenever i try to access support it just seems like they go "well you seem like a bright guy, I'm sure your fine", ignoring the fact that I was with mental health all my childhood life and only fell out of the system after leaving care and ending back with mum - that didn't go well because she had many issues herself and is why she's not with us anymore - this was 8 years ago.
ive been trying to get support ever since and it just never happens nowhere will take me seriously... I'm trying so hard to sort my life out and get back on track . and I'm really struggling. and i dont seem to be able to find any help anywhere, ive got multiple medical issues ive not been dealing with because of mental health reasons, and ive only got worse throughout the last couple of years... the only good things is the move gave me some confidence and a will to keep living instead of just surviving but its really hard. i keep having setbacks. and i really dont know what to do anymore.