Cruel comments

Both myself and my daughter has autism, she has bpd. I'm a single mum and she is grown up living back with me. She has been going through some difficults, with other people but she dosent tell me anything. She tells her her friends. I said for her to tell me more she said I wouldn't understand, I'm too autistic. I'm a terrible mum. I don't understand emotions, she doesn't either. When I ask about anything she gets angry. She's called me retarded.

I've got ptsd from what I've been through. She's been violent in the past, and her dad , we spilt up before she was born . Just feel so hurt. She says that I should get out more. Instead of staying in. I'm in constant pain. So don't want too, plus I prefer to stay in. I get nervous going out to town