How is your day going?

It's not a good day

Just been diagnosed the atrial fibrillation

My pulse is dangerously high

Come on outnof the blue

I've got to take beta blocker s tk get heart rate down

Need blood thinners, but have to wait for blood test results

I've been referred to cardiology

Also I went Dr's because of high pulse and numb feet and crooked toes

I'm. Seeing the rheumatology on tues. He wil. Sort out the numbness.thinks it's linked to my lupus

I. Have a fungal infection in my toes

And severe osteoarthritis

Need xrays and a referral to podiatry isnowsame day as rhemotology Tues 430 for feet

12 20 for rhemotology

On too if that I'm. Having severe hot flushes

I've made it to the pharmacy

Not sure I want beta blocker s

I feel. Very upset and stressed

She said it's nothing I've done. Af can come on suddenly to anyone

Good job I do regular BP. Checks as my pulse is always 40 or 50

Now it's 124

Morning all.

That's a lot to take in at once @Amberpearl,I hope your appointment goes well.

Hi everyone, it’s a very dark and lonely time at the moment. I’ve decided to reach out to my sister after thinking for a while on something. I inherited some precious items belonging to our grandparents, As I’ve not seen my family for nearly ten years, no longer have any friends in my life and have now become a recluse. I’ve decided it’s time for me to atone for many many poor choices and inability to physically control my emotions and behaviour over the last 42 years. I’ve decided to send my grandparents items back to my parents so as they can be handed down to my Sisters two girls and remain in the family where they belong. I don’t deserve to call them my nieces and it wouldn’t be right for me to do so. It’s one last goodbye thing I can do in life, after leaving many scars, a lot of hurt and many people being ashamed of me in both Oldham and Chesterfield. I’m just going to live out, however many years I have left in isolation and have already started paying for a non attendance cremation which will be active in two years. I’ve said my goodbye to my Sister now and also said goodbye to my family via the message. I’m going to do the same with my ex wife and tell her that I’ll apply for a conditional order for the divorce in September and finally a final order. I’ve made my bed and I’ll have to lay in it for however many years I have left until the day I’m nothing but a pile of scattered ashes in a nameless crem in Derby. This is also going to be my final time speaking on here to, I wish each and everyone all the best with there lives, thank you for advice and support and time on here. Could admin please delete my profile please as once I sign off here, it will become dormant.

Morning all.

Dear @Amberpearl,

I'm sorry you feel so lonely and so stressed but AF will not cause you to drop down at any moment.

Please, I urge you to ring the AF Association today; they're on 01789 867502 (think they're in Stratford-upon-Avon). That's the Helpline number for AF patients. They're open from 0800hrs to 1730hrs Monday to Friday.

They will let you talk through your fears and concerns and they will help you.

They're closed at weekends but if you rang at weekend and left a voicemail with your name and number then someone would ring you back at weekend.

Tracey is the Patient Services Manager there who you'd probably speak to. I've rang to double check they're open today - they are and Tracey is on duty but is in a meeting from 1045 to 1230, so you'd get her before or after 1230 if you choose to ring.

I hope you do ring @Amberpearl; your stress level may be greatly reduced if you speak to someone who can really help you understand it better. Anyway, take good care and I'll just leave that information with you in case you want to use it. Very warmest of wishes ✨️ 🫂.

Really

I ring them after 12 30

I have to meds from pharmacy

It's not helping that I have an online friend in canada never met but she had very strong veiws on meds and Dr's Sge won't take any meds

Belives in homeopathic treatment only

The nurse told me they don't work complimentary therapies

This so cold freind says all the medical professionals including vets are out to kill us and I cannot take the Dr's meds or I will die

I'm. Very stressed and so scared I will die in my sleep from heart attack like mum

I read a message from the chat that once you get money backdated. They will be asking for bank statements a year later. It came.a lot of money together . So I have to splash the money in a years time.

Bad times could happen and that my money is very welcome. .and it is their fault. Anyway I will see what happen.

But I live in constant anxiety. This should make me feel better but I am feeling quite the opposite.