How is your day going?

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  • Teigr
    Teigr Community Member Posts: 5,080 Championing

    Morning all.

    I'm shattered,I've had three hours' sleep(on the bathroom floor)and I can't wait to go home.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    It takes me 3 hours every morning from getting up to sitting down with breakfast to see to my cats

    Can be exhausting

    Plus I check the liter trays and food bowls through the day

    A few are beggars yes

    They like cheese

    I'm. A vegetarian

    I fet fresh chicken for the cats and they go crackers for it literally squealing and fighting for a piece

    I did ring the Dr's surgery was so busy I pressed 1 for a call back

    Took the reception 45 minutes to return my call

    She s put me on the list for a phone call this morning so I can . Explain how bad reaction I had to the meds

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    I'm. Better than I was than when I was on those blood thinners that's for Sure

    Still have achy shoulders not too bad atm

    Although my pulse is 97

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Yes 15 cats used tk have 20

    I had 9 pensioners at once. Unfortunately they all passed away

    It's absolutely heartbreaking for me when they leave me

    I'm. Very lonley. Anxiety stressed is so bad

    Been one thing after another

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Nurse just rang

    I explained how bad a reaction was to the blood thinner

    She's sent another prescription for apixaban different one to the pharmacy

    Wants me to get it today

    She said I'm. Very high risk of stroke

    I said can't I wait til my cardiology appointment

    She said no as I. Could have a stroke any time

    What if this, med upsets me too

    I can't function like a zombie

    Who else would care for my cats

    Nobody

    They need me

    But I can't be a zombie either

    I. Mentioned my freind who. Hates all Dr's and vets and totally believe s in hostilic therapies

    Nurse said no no no

    And said not enough evidence they work

    I'm. So torn and upset my online freind would be so angry and worried if I. Took Dr's new drug

    She's totally vonv Dr's meds are dangerous and will kill me

    Nurse thinks the opposite

    I'm. Very upset now

    I. Feel like I'm. Been pulled apart. Nurse in 1 corner, online freind in the other both claiming they no what's best for me

    I. Can't take both together as they would interact

    What should I do

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    The cats are

    All I have

    I have to be in control of my faculty s

  • Katiedimelow20
    Katiedimelow20 Community Member Posts: 277 Connected

    Hey, I'm not feeling great at today and my mum still doesn't help me with my emotions or anxiety. Is still same problem.about to get a blood test in the afternoon. Not sure . I feel frustrated, anxious and on edge on some of days. I'm not be diagnosed yet with anxiety but I thinks I do have but not sure.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Wow your very clever

    Good jobs those

    I have 2 hospital appointments tomorrow so I was thinking of starting the apax one tomorrow jusr in case I get side effects as I. Have to fet the bus to the hospital then go chiropractor later on

    I can already feel my stress and anxiety starting

    So you are retired now? I'm. Been fortunate not to catch covid

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    I'm so frightened pc side effects

    It's my birthday next week and I don't want to be ill

    The apixaban is 5mg the other was 20mg. Msybe too higher dose

    My freind means well. Sges a bit odd. Has no real freinds just finds people online

    No harm. In her

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    https://www.webmd.com/vitamins/ai/ingredientmono-1084/nattokinase

    This is what my freind wants me to take

    She told me to flush the Dr's s*** down the loo

    Yes honestly she said that

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    You sound clever to me

    I'm on the same benefits as you are

    The money is poor

    I get so lonely

    I've loved animals all my life

    I'm an only child and was always lonely

    Lost my mum to heart disease and dad to dementia

    I only ever worked in animals then double glazing done part time shop work and care homes

    I was an amateur jockey in my hey say and worked at 4 racing stables

    Had my family, 2 divorces 3 daughters 3 gran daughters 2 grand sons later I ended up in Sunderland caring fir dad

    He died from alzheimer's in 2016 Christmas too

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Next Wednesday is my birthday the 18th

    Il be 59

    I feel like old age is upon me and I'm. So scared Il die

    So many things I want to do see

    I can't afford to

    I've always had itchy feet. Love if travel and photography

    Yes my online freind is a fan of david icke

    She believes everything he does

    Does anyone on here remember him

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    I had cindy dolls too

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Aw your so kind

    I too love music

    Long time since I went to a concert sadly

    I can listen on YouTube

    Animal s treat you better than people

    Ajways had a manajorie of pets when I was a child

    My. Mum also died 25 years ago dad 9 this Christmas

    Seems like yesterday

    I. Had another online freind I found though a music forum long time ago, although miles away he was the kindest young man I knew

    We chatted several times a day

    I. Knew him 15 years, sadly on 29 Nov 2019 he died. Was only 38

    Thw day before he messaged me to say he had had a heart attack and haf 6 stents put in and was sent home to recover

    Sadly I found his obituary

    He died 1 hourm after I messaged him

    Very sad

    He was one of very few freinds

    No my kids not that close by

    Morgan is the nearest 33 miles away from me

    The other 2 live 15 m from each other, but 150 miles away from me sadly

    All 3 have new baby girls, 1 is 9 months, born at 27 weeks, 1 is 6 months born 31 weeks other 8 weeks born 40 weeks

    I have no transport not much money so don't see them often

    My anxiety and ptsd flares up too due to 15 years of domestic violence

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Your so kind

    I don't feel strong

    I'm. From Sheffield originally moved about a lot

    I took on my dad, I promised him I wouldn't put him in a home he dudbt want t hat

    I escaped my. Violent husband with the help of women's aid

    And moved in with dad

    I love old movies too

    I'm watching rear window atm Alfred hitch **** love them

    Will be a hard day for me tomorrow with 2 appointment s

    I tire so easily and I'm. Scared of going out now due to ex husband

    I'm. Told I'm. Still traumatised by a councillor

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    I've got my new meds but with 2 hospital appointment tomorrow I'm. So worried about starting new ones tonight in case I get a bad reaction and can't make my appointment s

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    It's really scary living alone, miss my dad. I know he had dementia but he was still company

    That's why I have cats

  • Teigr
    Teigr Community Member Posts: 5,080 Championing

    Morning all.

    Mr Teigr is taking Apixaban @Amberpearl

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    Really

    Had he had any side effects?

    I've not took it yet due to me having 2 hospital s today and as new I don't want a reaction on the bus

    It's stressing me out with 2 appointments as it is

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,124 Championing

    My first appointment is 12 20 rheumatology

    Then chiropodist at 4 30